Dear Patty and Wendy and Others,
 
Your common experiences of having loved an unrepentant father is probably repeated many times in our world, in some cases it is a brother or sister, daughter or son, or other relative but the impact on one's spirit and soul, as a believer with faith in Jesus' ddeath and resurrection for salvation, is similar: pain and suffering.
 
You both experienced pain because of the knowledge you both have that the unsaved will face a judgment that will be clear and severe. There will be no fooling around and sneering anymore, God's serious decision will be handed down based on that person's use of free will to make the wrong choice. They chose the evil way, to make their own will more important than God's will. Sadly, they will have to pay dearly for their choice.
 
You both experienced suffering in that you were denied what you honestly deserved, i.e., praise and above all love and gratitude for your dedicated service and prayers. You experienced a suffering from ingratitude similar to what God experiences when people choose to follow their own will instead of His. There is no peace for those who choose to separate themselves from God, but there is for you because understands you suffering perhaps more than any other kind of suffering, since He too is experiencing it every day.
 
Both God and you both did not want anything for selfish reasons. You just wanted to share the love that God placed in your hearts with you father. What a beautiful experience you both could have experienced if your love had been accepted and produced the eternal salvation of your father's spirit. God is love, period. His peace and comfort is available to all, as you know so well. It is still a mystery to me why every single person on earth has not accepted God's love eagerly and with total appreciation!
 
We all need to express our gratitude to God for being Who He is, a loving and caring Creator Who is ever mindful of our needs and wants to shower us with His blessings every day. But of course we must stay close, and not allow ourselves to be separated by daily unconfessed sins. We need to keep ourselves clean and spotless, ready for the wedding day with the Bridegroom!
 
I want you and others experiencing similar experiences to know that I truly appreciate what you are doing and know that God does too and that you will be rewarded greatly some future day when we all leave this world behind. I pray that you and the others suffering from the spiteful pain from unbelieving spirits in this world will be encouraged to hold on for a short time to come. Better days are ahead--keep the faith and look upward. Keep praying for those who are lost in themselves to open their eyes to God's love, peace and comfort all around!
 
God certainly loves you and so do all others who trust in Him every day for His blessings.
 
Much love and hugs!
 
YBIC,
 
Robert