Hi dear one:
   Oh my what trials and tribulation you have had in your life here on this earth. But I would be neglect in my duty if I did not tell you the truth. Please read 1 Cornithians chapter 5. Also Galatians chapter 5:16 - 26. Collosians Chapter 3 :1-10.
   Then I will let you answer you life style to yourself according to the Word of God.
I can understand the pressure you are under but you must not let the flesh rule you .
You must obey the Word of God and not man.
   What may seem right to us can be gross sin to the Almighty God who sent His Son to die on the Cross for us and if you love Him as you say you do they you will also obey his Word. We must obey the laws of the land. I am not trying to flame you.
   If I do not tell you these things then your blood will be required at my hands and I surely do not want that. It is my duty to warn you and give you the change to see for yourself what the Word of God does say. Also read Revelation chapter 22 then make your decision.
   I do not deny that you love the man that you are with but sin is sin in the eyes of a Holy Righteous God and you must make sure of your standing as well as his before the Almighty God. If God says we can not do these things and enter into heaven beloved one then He is the Wise God that created us for His pleasure and His good will.
   You will be in my prayers and in my thoughts and God will work things out for you if you will obey Him and ask Him to take over you life and fix it. You can not live in fornication and adultery and make it into the kingdom of God. His Word tells us that. What will it profit you my dear one if you gain the world and lose your soul in the bargain. The enemy lies and tells you that with God it is OK cause He will still love you and of that I have no doubt. But Jesus has given you free will to live a life in the flesh or a life in the Spirit. I would give up everything to make sure I made it into Heaven. This is not our home we are just passing Thur it and our time here is so short. Be as wise as a serpent my dear one and as harmless as a dove. But you must obey the Word of our Lord Jesus Christ. When there seems no way God will make a way. Give you life and the things you are going Thur completely over to Jesus and ask Him for His directions. He will not fail you.
   Remember that satan comes as a angel of light to tell us that we can live after the flesh and please God. But we cannot. Your choices remain your and the young man you are with. You must weigh carefully Heaven or Hell as there is no other answer.
   You can go to a good church and they will help you get thru this if you need help but the situation you are in now will only separate you from the Kingdom of God. I have tried my best to answer you with the Love of God, but God is a also a God of Justice. We cant not break His Laws. He will not allow it. If I can be of any help please feel free to let me know.
Agape
Zelma P