Dear Doves,
I am literally between a rock and a hard place!!! I am well known in the church and I don't want people to help me unless it is the LORD"S idea. I know the LORD is getting ready to do someting BIGGG in my life because I am literally going through hell right now!! I have more problems than you can imagine. Where do I start???? My heart is broken in a million pieces, my Dad is in the hospital dying right now, and my oldest children's dad is also dying right now with latter stage cancer. I've always been well off financially and owned my own homes...........long story short I lost everything my husband took me for literally thousand's of dollars, and is sheltering all that money.To get to the point, I am living in a motel right now with my daughter, she is so depressed she is having anxiety attacks, because she doesn't want to move back in w/ her dad (bad influence) and I don't want to give her up!!! It would be like cutting off my right arm!!! I don't have the $ to get a lawyer right now, and I am living off my last credit card. I have always been a giver all my life, and opened up my homes to many many families in need, even though many of them stabbed me in the back!!
Bottom line...someone offered to help and reniged and wanted their $ back. Reason??? This person wants to control me, and I mean totally control me...it is a family member. Now they say they want to help again....always on their terms. My daughter is so eager she REALLY wants me to take the bait, but I know it comes with strings attached, and that is not what the LORD wants for me. Bottom line it is really hard right now because I am TOTALLY walking by faith!!!! There is soooo much more to the story, but nough said for now. Brothers and sisters in Christ, please please pray I covet your prayers more now than ever. I love you all soo soo very much and consider you all my true family!!! Can't wait to meet you all!!
Maranatha!!! Hopefully this Rosh Ha Shanah!!!