As I read your post, I couldn't help but think of how many of these requests I have read lately.  CONFUSION seems
to be coming through as a main thread twisted around different circumstances.  (mine included)  It makes me ponder what this is really going on.  Please know I am praying for you, as well as the others who have stated similar needs.   If anyone has an idea about what is happening in the Body of Christ at this time, please share your thoughts.
 
Blessings to all,
Elisabeth Young