I was as long as I can remember of the uneasy feeling something just was not right in the world. I felt trapped in my own inequity as I looked around for a way out. I longed for light and truth.

God put a longing in me one not filled by religion, church, activities, a need I could not fill with drink or play. A loneliness surrounded by people.

I always thought hey I'm wrong everyone else seems to know and think its all ok. Then God put a longing in me to come to Him to really call out to Jesus crying reading John 3:16 and saying Lord I believe I want to do it your way.

A confessed to a pastor leading to a full baptism not a birth sprinkling I did not chose. A desire to turn from my inequity that through grace led to a desire to read the word.

In reading over time a nagging truth that the words were convicting and warning the world that church seemed like a play social club where the half hour sermon was the closest most got to the word. Donuts daycare fellowship purpose driven good works.

I was called out of that also. I began to have glimpses not my own of starfish washing up in full moons a year and a half before they started to become goo.

Visions of orange red planets before videos showing this on youtube venus or not?

Visions of an object satelite I asked God what He wanted me to see! A saw a vision like a object a satellite something coming down from space it had a angled descent then fell straight down at the end! It's descent was in the shape of the track of Sandy a curve at the end only down!

Behind it in space I saw meteors coming like a meteor shower!! Then a plane crash.

These glimpses are coming to pass like acts 2:20 God is pouring His spirit out to those who receive it and witness as such. The posts are there I don't spend time thinking these things.

But I am of no matter Lott at the gate. My wife family friends few think I am dwelling too much on the news they have not read the word. They rely on tv to tell them the spin and others to tell them things the church focuses on buildings, worship, holidays what does they worship Me in vain mean according to the traditions of their fathers. Nothing since its the flow everyone else is.

What does God is a spirit and must be worshiped in Spirit and truth mean. What does true faith is visiting the widow and the orphan and love not faked mean. It means do justice love mercy and walk humbly with your God Jesus.

You think Jesus is saying oh good they are going to church once a week. Or is He saying read the word seek to follow Me home?

I am surrounded by in defiance of all logic where it not a result of following the masses a world that seeks to live like its all just going on. Like watchman on the wall thing is just my swirling.

They don't want to believe the fool is wise but not of Himself. I speak of Gods words and they ignore the message because they discount the Messenger.

I am tired they are so proud of this world I cannot stand my own flesh. I have become a fool to those I care about and yet total strangers have listened and seen the truth.

All I know is all around are celebrities we are supposed to worship and emulate and sports figures we are supposed to live though. Yet Jesus said He is the bread of life I believe that and nothing else seems like worth paying much interest in.

I am in a city now that truly I think a handful are even pondering Him right now. I am truly incapable of any good except through Him. I pray for His mercy on us who are watching.

There is a comet coming in with a coma seventy moons across that is going to be a sword across the sky November 28-29th if it survives the perihelion.

I believe it will a sign seen from East to West as in the word. Yet I watch people go in and out if church to about work their soccer game grocery store Walstore existance and realize they don't have a clue. They don't want to try and tell them 2012 our calendar is off a year.

Look around pagan symbols everywhere in movies tv ads logos point them out your daft! Spiderwebs in the sky no one looks up.

You see I was told to go here to say what was on my thoughts because no one wants to hear.

The rocks are crying out. The canaries are chirping. The doves are crying. And the poison rain is falling. I am dragged through a world of vanity told to stop swirling and go along for the ride. I know I don't want to go where the taxi stops. I want to go where the streets have no name.

I want to be with people who love justice seek mercy and walk humbly with their God. I am alone and sorrowful in a world of people who have not watched the EQs have not watched the signs in Heaven read the word and been convicted of its absolute literal truth.

Does anyone else feel this way. Will Jesus find faith when He comes? Only by His Grace can we be saved. It's all that truly matters and I cannot but see God implanted in me a seed that led me to the Truth. And no one around me wants to dwell on watching and its all coming to pass and I see and tremble that the fool was right and the wise don't see because their wisdom and world would be turned upside down but that's the only way to be right side up to God.