Dear John and all Doves

 

Please pray that God moves my husband so that I can go back to my country, Kenya while he remains to sell our house and follows me. We are currently in South Africa for 14 years and I feel it is time to return, seeing that we are now aged. I am hurting so much and I am losing so much weight from not eating or sleeping well because of stress.  I have started to experience a numbness in my entire body.  The only joy comes when I think we can return to Kenya, which I am planning to, in January. I do not want to go against him but it doesn’t mean because he is the head, he makes good decisions all the time.  The economies are failing and should they collapse, we will not cope.  It is better to be in your own country because there are people you can turn to for encouragement and moral support.  We are so behind with our bills and accounts because his boss has not paid him for October and we are already in November.  His boss is planning to lay him off.  My own salary cannot carry us even a week and what with all the bills. Please pray that he agrees for us to return back home before it is impossible to do so.  I plan on tendering my resignation on 27 of December but he is telling me not to but to sacrifice another year.  He expects things will be better.  He is not a watcher so he doesn’t know that things will only get worse.  Next year, as we can all see, will be much difficult as European economies fail and global economy collapses.  The only opportunity we have to get out is now.  My story is very complex and I cannot share it all here.  He is scared of starting all-over but I assure him that, that is our home country and it is easier there than here.

 

God bless you and I just hope the trumpet could sound to bring us all relief from this world that hurts us so.

 

 

Regards