All, Gerlinda and Doves,

OK so hopefully you can understand me a little better.  My family is huge and we had a lot of evangelists, missionaries, preachers and circuit preachers.    But I have been talking to my cousin who is in her 60's and she said there are no preachers left in the family because they all died, they went home in the church age.   The entire family is addicted to their internet, and cell phones and drinking and thinking no one knows the day or the hour.   And so for a while I have been wondering if I should present my studies in a condensed form or something to get to them.  Alcohol is the MAJOR REASON that people scoff at you and the MAJOR reason they say no one knows the day or the hour.   People need to stop drinking totally in these last days we are in.   I had wondered if I was posting on FiveDoves to people who already had their mind made up and knew everything that I knew.   Because the Lord is telling everyone the same thing right now and I asked the Lord to make my path straight and that if I was not being effective anymore and if people were getting upset with me, then it would be my call to change my outreach.   And I wondered if I should instead try to reach the lost in my family.   Sometimes God uses people that are good Christians to be irritated with us so that we get out of our comfort zone.   And maybe posting at the same places for a year could be getting into a comfort zone.  So the Lord shakes me up on purpose to get me to change.  

Also our studies are being hijacked by people who are trying to build the NWO.  They use the copyright infringement thing all the time.   And I am getting VERY upset how when I post a link to a video or a study that they go IMMEDIATELY to these people and try to get them on copyright infringement, they derail their entire personality.   I almost HATE putting a link to a video or an article, because these people search where their video or article is placed, and then it is sent to the media or attorney.    I feel that I am constantly doing a research paper that is going to be graded and if I do not put the correct documenting source, then I am going to be yelled at.   I am totally done with this internet thing because I am in a copyright prison. 

 I think that there is also an anger from the enemy also that he lost a person.   For example, the beautiful girl like Micahsmommy1234, there are many angry men that think that beautiful women need to be perverted so they derail their conversion to Christ....like Jesus cannot save the tattooed, or the beautiful, or the sick, or the unemployed, or whatever.   Yeah some of us would take off our tattoos but since we already had them put on, would it really make a difference to God anyway?   Maybe it would, but it can be expensive.   It is not paid on your insurance that is for sure.   So we need to do as God tells us to on a daily basis and as when He reveals something.   Like last night I found that my husband had an ancient Mayan calendar from Mexico that was bronze in the closet.   And I immediately threw it away.   I had gone through my house before but the Lord did not reveal it to me until last night.   So I cannot be angry at myself that I had one because I did not know the history of the Mayans until this year.   But I did throw away a New King James Version we had in our house, and also a Masonic Bible that we had because guess what?  My husband had been in Demolays and I had been in Rainbow Girls in the Masonic Lodge when we were kids and as our eyes were opened more and more and more, with dreams about it and research we found out that if we had continued in that it would have been very demonic.   So all of that was thrown out too.   So I can see where things could get way underneath people's skin when I find something and they think that I need to be careful or I am silly.   I am wondering if I should reveal that anymore because the further you get into it, the Lord is not going to let you out.   You have to keep going up Mt. Everest and the price of wanting to be holy and not hurt Jesus sometimes takes you down dark corridors for Him to show you the depths of the enemy.   Because the enemy has infiltrated OUR church for too long.   They printed the New King James Version, like Jonathan Kleck decoded the Sistine Chapel paintings and said  there is filth in the decoding.   So we have not infiltrated the enemies camp and when we try to, there are other Christians that say don't go and infiltrate their camp because it is too dangerous, so then we take our swords and fight each other.   And I am telling you guys now, that I am taking a mighty, mighty sword into enemy camp of the devil and am infiltrating that through major prayer. 

And I have been out and about and I get asked out all the time even though I am married!   And when I say I am born again, they are very mean to me.   But I have noticed that anyone I put on as a link to a video, all of a sudden they get these trollers who are screaming at them saying they are a false prophet.   Who is this obsessed with the watchers to have that much time?    This is a high energy satanic energy that has come upon them like the Nazis.   And so the brown shirts are monitoring and using it against us.    You know I know we are supposed to get persecution until the man baby is delivered to the throne, but I want to minimize that.   However I feel I am being ambushed to put all of my ideas and likes on the internet so that it can be copied, pasted, and derailed.   And this is happening now because of the signs in the Heavens.    I am getting very angry how people have been faithfully warning people about asteroids, and Hoover Dam, and these "informants" read it and they change their plans and then write articles and have tv news specials about us.   I don't want to contribute to their NWO career.  They run to their satanic bosses with a little article we wrote and they get patted on the back with a bonus.  LOL, can you imagine if that is happening now and people are getting better ratings on their programs, bonuses, or money for these articles.....then don't you think the NWO will start PAYING people to turn you in for your copyright infringement, your writings and videos....and then they will get paid for turning in Christians and Jews that don't take the mark?    They are very sly and I am not playing their game.

But last Sunday, I did have a dream where my friend came to me and said to write some studies and I had a week to get it done.   And I really did not want to do them and that is why you find irritation in my writing because I had a hard time.   I basically forced myself and I think this "week" thing has something to do with my next task.   Because again, this week my cousin and I talked and they have no clue about the mark.   I am flabbergasted because they had the remembrance of the sermons back from the 1700-1800's that were handed down.   And basically I am not going to let this bloodline fall away.    And the thing is that if I am on the internet and they see how I am being called silly, or that I need to be careful with what I am saying, then they will not get saved and say I am a holly roller.   So I am thinking that my entire ministry needs to change.   Because if I am posting in only several places over the entire course of my time, then I may not reach others.  

And I could not understand why the Lord would call me and my son out to watch for His return, but He wanted to show me a lot of things.   My family is very, very lost.   They think that because your papa, or granddaddy was a preacher, you were born into a Christian family and a good God would not send anyone to hell.  My cousin is sending me a book that is 75 pages typed that has their info in it and I am thinking that this is my next move?   They have these reunions at various times and locations and I am contemplating how to speak to the entire group because I feel finally it is here.   And I am going to take my studies and present them in a powerpoint format instead of a long study that has too many links, too many videos, too many writings that I have done. 

I have been contemplating from the Lord since around September about whether or not I should stay on the internet because of a vision.   And I felt that if I did stay on the internet, then what I was going to start writing would be really, really attacked or not liked.   And I didn't want to stay on rapture forums if the Lord thought that I was in any way spending too much time?   Because I have had some changes in my race since 2009.   For 2009 I had to really help my husband get some major issues out of the way with his son that has schizophrenia, he had major charges and court.   And then in 2010, the Lord wanted me to start posting on Rapture in the Air.   At the time when I got a vision of a angel putting a coin in my hand, my account was hacked into and I was attacked viciously by a group of people that think that Christians who have supernatural encounters are in the occult.    The coin prophecy came about in my personal life and was a marker to the rapture.   Then I went to Rapture Flight to Heaven and my entire profile was highjacked by the same group.   There are people who think that Christians cannot be in the supernatural AT ALL or they are in the occult.   So with that I came to Five Doves because the Lord wanted me to at least learn how to write better so that I could speak to my family.     Because the Lord is supernatural and He chooses people in various formats.   Sometimes people have a life long gift, some have to be baptized in the Spirit and others are set aside for a period of time which I call a mantle.    I believe that the watchers are a group of seers who have a mantle.

I started looking at my studies and I realized how they could seem so long and detailed that they don't make sense and you have to follow them so closely.   And then I saw how one Dove was frustrated about how many Youtube videos were being posted and they had to watch a lot of videos to get to the meat.   And what I realized is that because I was posting the studies as I thought of them and not putting it in a concise, format that it may not tie out for some.   I realize that certain people especially if they are a boss, or a busy father, or a leader in society that they want FACTS, detailed SOURCES.   Now I have gone off the assumption that what I am finding would be researched as well by others.  

But I have realized a new trend on the internet as we move further into this that we are being really, really mocked.   They are changing their dates, they are reading ALL OF THE RAPTURE websites and gleaning our information.   We think we have found something, then we tell people about the evils of 11/11/11 and then I see an article on ABC that it is superstition.   We are entering a new phase of persecution in the media and I had a vision.

It was around my son's birthday at the end of the month.   I saw the Lord send him toys through my phone as it became some sort of "gift box" to transfer these little finger puppets of children's characters that were fun to them (wholesome).   Anyways I saw my son walking around in Paradise and we were also watching a television that the media was OBSESSED with watching Christian watcher videos and their websites.   And they were using EVERYTHING we wrote for their arsenal to mock us.   I saw a reporter laugh at us and say something to the fact that

And then I realized something that really, really hit me.

My family came from the House of Orange in Holland, and they left this House to come to the United States.   My family left royalty during the 1700's and basically became born again missionaries.   This house rules under the global 13 ruling elites under the Windors.   For many, many years the enemy tried to keep me on their side and I never realized it.   Every dream that I had of the devil, he was a cunning and brazen blonde headed man.   I could not understand why all of a sudden I dyed my hair blonde and got job opportunities in the RFID field.   I was drinking and partying and not thinking that I was resembling the devil as I got closer to assisting the NWO in the field of hand held scanners that would scan the RFID chips.    So as I got out of this field and stopped drinking I became more like my savior.   I found myself working for a framing and construction company and my hair went to a very dark brown with curly hair.   So as I was making a spiritual change to be more like my savior, my physical change was too. 

However I have seen Jesus in His glory and many scoffers want Him to be this little meek person who just rolls over and can be mocked, scoffed, beat and spit on.   That he is skinny and has moppy brown hair.   Let me tell you, He is not like that in His glory!   He has the most beautiful blue eyes, the most handsome gorgeous face of any man I have EVER seen, and His hair is more perfect than an Italian supermodel posing for Armani, He is VERY STRONG and has very strong muscles.   He is perfecto!     He has millions of diamonds in His robe and He sparkles with royalty.  So when people make fun of each other and say that a woman is obssessed with herself with makeup, when she has already made changes that they have not seen such as throw away clothing, and stop dying their hair blonde, I think that they just don't know.   Jesus does like beautiful things, and people will be more beautiful than movie stars in Heaven.   But when a person on the earth uses their beauty for evil purposes, they lose the beauty.   But as a person gets closer to Christ, man or woman, their physical beauty starts to catch up to their internal beauty.    So I put the link for Micahsmommy1234 and then all of sudden people are coming out of the woodwork to derail her testimony.   The girl is only 20!  

Last night I saw a great study of the Names of Jesus.   But then I saw on their website an entire page dedicated to copyright.   And they were putting the penalties for copyright and the fines, the jail time.   And I am getting so tired of maneuvering through that pile of poop!   The studies that I do are for free.   I am not paid for them, and they are so people make the rapture and get saved.   We are so conditioned now to copyright on the internet, can you imagine the copyright infringement they will use via audio transmissions of your conversations through these new city conversation monitors that DHS is putting up.  So that is why I am going to change my tactics. 

Time is short and if we are here in 2012, one should expect to be totally monitored on the internet and the implementation of audio conversation monitors.