Yesterday
was Veteran's Day--when we honor all the men and women who fought in all
the wars since American became a nation. I wanted to go to a special
service at a church nearby, but was too tired. So I just called a
couple of elderly men in our church and thanked them for what they did
back in WWII. Both seemed quite shocked that I called, but there
was a special reason I did it.
Growing
up in rural America, I had never known what it was like to not be free.
We never felt that there was any restrictions on us...we could pack up
and move to the next county or state anytime we chose. We could select
our career and choice of jobs, whatever church we chose to worship in.
The thought that it could be otherwise never entered our minds. I
knew nothing of oppression. Thanksgiving day was the gathering of
family members nine miles out of town at Grandma's house and an entire
day of feasting on the traditional favorites.
We
lived on an unpaved road two blocks from the main highway and the town
business district. I could walk to my father's drug store in about
ten minutes if I cut across the vacant lot in front of the Presbyterian
church. Next door was the fire station, then you were on main street,
where there was a bank, two grocery stores, a furniture place, the
local theatre, a variety store, and a hardware business. We had a
courthouse square, and I remember a sign that told how the famous Chisolm
cattle trail came through at that spot. Just a small-town where the
local farmers, cowboys, and oil workers traded and sat around on car hoods
and whiled away Saturday nights. Up the road was the railroad station.
Once a week, a train called the "doodle-bug" came through on its way west,
and as you followed the highway you saw the local school, the Baptist
church, and a couple of gas stations. Then you were out of
town. Not much in that little place of 2,000 inhabitants.
But
then came the war...
Down
my little street were ten houses. The Burlesons lived in a large
house on the corner across the street. They lost a family member.
On our right lived my Sunday School teacher. Her husband survived
the navy sea battles and came home after the war. But her sister's
husband was a pilot and went down over Europe. She was a nurse, and
served out her widowhood in the Red Cross. Two doors down on our
left lived my best friend, Winky. Her older brother was killed in
a plane crash. And next door to them lived a judge. His son
went through the Bataan death march and escaped, only to come back and
lose his life when the plane he was ferrying to California lost power,
and he rode it down to avoid a school.
Four
men lost who belonged on a street with just ten houses...
I
was only eight at the time and I would be eleven--almost twelve when WWII
ended. But events during those early adolescent years have
stayed vivid in my mind--even today it all seems a swirl of events that
are impossible to forget.
While
in Australia last year, I purchased a book from a man who was on the streets
selling his story of life under Nazi occupation in Poland. He and
I were the same age, yet after all of these years both of us could recount
those times as if they had happened only yesterday.
Whether
in Europe, in the Philippines, or in West Texas, children are children--and
all of us went to war, for we found ourselves surrounded by a pall of sadness
and hard times. I can still remember the screams of mothers as they
heard the news of Pearl Harbor and for a long time I kept the shreds of
a zipper and a charred watch in a cigar box. It had belonged to an
airman who was killed during flight training about ten miles from my hometown.
My father had taken us to the crash site and as we wandered around, I saw
those two items and picked them up. I felt so sorry for that
young airman, and the only way I could express that sorrow was to think
of him from time to time, hold that twisted watch and frayed zipper in
my hand and cry. They both smelled of burnt fuel.
I
was fortunate to have benefited from all that sacrifice. Because
of it, I got to live the rest of my life in freedom, most of it enjoying
the liberty to pursue all my dreams and aspirations, to worship or not
worship whatever God I chose, to live wherever I wanted to. No one
told me I could only have one child, or that I had to hide myself behind
a veil. I could vote for my choice of candidates, speak and write
my opinions without going to prison for it.
I
chose my pathway--some of it to my own determent, because I forgot that
the freedom to do so was not something that came about just because I happened
to live in America--but because of the kind of America I lived
in. It was part of the spiritual DNA we had inherited from our forefathers,
who knew that the freedom I took for granted was priceless and worth
the sacrifice.
That
price of freedom was not always paid on Normandy beaches or in the tiny
hamlets of hopeful Pilgrims. Throughout history, we see the
tumultuous struggle
in
every generation, in every nation and place on earth.
In
a Muslim country I once visited, I stayed in a house with some Christian
friends. They had not told me in advance of what would happen that
night--it was all in secrecy. But as darkness fell, there were knocks
on the door as several young girls came inside to hear me speak to them
about Jesus and pray for them. Laying their headscarves aside, they
sat attentively as I told them about the Lord. They had no bible
and could not attend a Christian church openly. Then they wanted
more--"please teach us some songs" they pleaded. Far into the night
they listened, cried, and prayed, and rejoiced. They had risked their
very lives to come hear me tell of Jesus...and they did not want to leave.
But the time came when they knew they had to go. So they left--and I never
saw any of them again. The pastor who had witnessed to them and brought
them to that house told me that he was a fugitive now...simply because
of he dared to share his faith in God with Muslims.
In
the Maldives Islands, in China, in India...men and women, boys and girls
long for the tiniest morsel of freedom. In the refugee camps, the
squalor of large cities, there is the human bondage that is created by
those who oppress and suppress; dictate and rule by the sword, the prisonhouse.
It has always been this way since time began.
We
here in America celebrate Thanksgiving as a time of feasting and coming
together of family. But the very first Thanksgiving was much more--it
recognized the Lord God as the giver of every good and perfect gift--that
it was from the Eternal One that all blessings flowed. They thanked the
Lord that He had taken them through disease and sicknesses, near-starvation
and the cold winters. (Out of the original colonists, less than 1/2 had
survived at that point). A costly price had been paid on the altar
of freedom.
Thanksgiving
would not become a recognized national event until George Washington made
it so in 1789. Then Abraham Lincoln officially proclaimed it
as a national celebration in 1863, as a way of uniting the north
and south.
But
the question we must always answer about Thanksgiving is this: To whom
do we give thanks for all our blessings? The soldiers who fought
for it? The Pilgrims who struggled for it? The countless martyrs
who suffered to proclaim it? Yes, for each one of them we give praise
and rightful honor. Yet far beyond that, to the Eternal One
"from whom all blessings flow". For until we become thankful for
that, we may live in a free society, eat turkey and pumpkin pie,
but never know and experience freedom from the bondages of sin that will
always enslave us no matter what place we call home.
It
was Jesus Christ whose mouth quoted these words:
"The
Spirit of the Lord GOD is upon me; because the LORD hath anointed me to
preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent me to bind up the brokenhearted,
to proclaim liberty to the oppressed, and the opening of the prison to
them that are bound." (Isa 61;1)
I
once had a vision of myself inside a prison. It had a small barred window,
and then the familar bars on the doorway. As I sat on the floor, I noticed
a small ant scurrying in and out. "Must be nice" I thought.
"You can go in and out so easily." Then the Holy Spirit reminded me: "Only
because it is small enough, Mary." I saw then that my freedom was
not bound by bars, but by how much of myself was standing in the way.
The
irony of it all is this: Even in the darkest and most oppressed places
on earth, men and women can know freedom and with thankful hearts worship
Him in Spirit and in Truth---an eternal, never-ending celebration with
no set date or time. For only "he whom the Son sets free, is
free indeed."
MARY
E. ADAMS
November,
2004