Donna S (10 May 2011)
"Susan B."

I am sure many others have read your request and prayers are going up!  A couple of things that I know of, from personal experience, which might be of help to you in the physical (while waiting for the prayers to be answered,of course!):  Suntheanine, which can calm you without making you feel "out of it" and also acupuncture specifically for anxiety (try to find a Christian acupuncturist, if you can (or at least someone who is professional and just about the business - not into pushing the oriental philosophy).  You can also go to a good health food store and talk to someone knowledgeable because there are other supplements that may work for your situation.  God bless you!
Donna S.