Blessings to all the Dear Doves:
   Hi Steve:
 Sickness is a terrible thing in ones life and unless they have experienced it themselves they really do not understand. So I beg you brother have patience with those who do not know nor understand the battle that you are going thru. It frightens people as they realize that this could be them.
   I will share what I can to uplift you, please know that Jesus is right there with Gabe and He may also see Him and He will be seeing the angels of God especially when the pain is very severe. God does come to the Rescue and He make Himself know to the one that is sick. No one else in the room will see nor hear any of this Spiritual Action. When you are in this type of condition the only help you have is in Christ Jesus. He alone understands your pain and He comes to help you. Remember to pay attention when Gabe does talk to you for he may seen a little off and you will think it is the drugs but listen carefully to what he says. He is in the very presence of God and of the Angels of heaven. How can I say this because I have been there. I have faced death in the eye and Jesus was with me all the time. it was at this time that I realized that no one could help in this time of need I was in, but Jesus and He did. Not once but many times. How does one explain the Mighty God that we serve but to Gabe He is very real. He hold him, He sings to him, He wipes his brow, He is there at his side every single moment. Jesus never leaves us or forsakes us. People do, but not the Lord Jesus Christ and in the midst He will tell Gabe I have felt your pain, I overcame it and so shall you.
    My advice to you would be to lift up your head and your hands and just begin at all times to Praise the Lord God. Think on the Praise that is due to Him. Your Son was created for God's pleasure and Gabe is God's treasure. As you begin to praise God, and Jesus the heaviness will leave you. Then give Gabe to God and place Gabe in God's hand. He is the only one that can take care of this little guy now. Leave Gabe in the Hands of the Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit and tell them no matter what you will praise Them. Think on the things of God not on the illness, the Praises of God's people moves His hands.
   Get a tape or cassette deck and play nothing but praise songs to Gabe. Let the presence of the Living God fill the room. I know that I would take bad turns if they tried to take my Bible from me. No matter how out of it I was I would react to the Bible being moved out of my hands. So they just let me cling to it for in it was My Hope. My Blessed Hope is Jesus Christ, may He become your blessed Hope also and may your faith raise to the highest. God is Good and Merciful may He pour out His Grace, Peace, Mercy, and love on you and your family. Be Courageous my Brother and when you have done all you can still Stand. Your Captain is there in Command. If I can be of further help please free free to contact me. I am at zpacl@yahoo.com.
   Trust God He knows what is best.
Agape
Zelma