I have loved to read both of your letters, and I understand
your last experience to, - lets never forget the words of Paul in Romans
chpt.
11:25.v. - but let us understand what he realy say: first
Jesus finish His work among gentiles, and then He turn back to Israel.
- first the House of Judah down there, and then to all of Israel everywhere,
believe me, the Lord know exactly where every Israelite is.
Sometimes it is good to remember, that Abraham, Isaac and Jacob were not jews - jews are only those from the tribe of Judah, - in fact the tribe of Judah (called the nation of Israel) is the Kings tribe, but without a king, because as a nation, they dont believe in Jesus, who is the Lion of Judah ! (and the real Israel is in Him) - and He is the only way to our salvation and redeeming ! - you should also read in Isaiah chpt 48 - (same as the year of the re-birth of Israel)
So Shantini, dear sister: dont frigthen for the 28th of May, I my self are going to hospital for problems with my heart, on the 29th of May, so I deeply understand how you feel.
But do as I, take our real Jewish brother, King Davids Psalm 23 and make it to your own. Just think the Sheperd is Jesus, and He speak direct to you, through this words of David in the psalm 23, - read them and learn them in your heart as given direct to you.
You shall not frigthen, because Jesus will take your hand, and be with you all the time, because you belong to Him, and He take care of you because He love you. Jesus will never leave you, just trust in Him alone, speak to Him and tell Him what you think and what you feel, let there be no tabu between you and Jesus. Jesus knows it all, but He want you and I to tell Him and ask Him for help and advice.
May the Lord be a protecting wall of fire arround you and your family, that the Holy Spirit can fulfill He`s great work among you. - in the Love from Jesus - jan mikael ! ><>just look at Jesus. <><
