Dear Doves,

Please pray for me. I will need a job immediately, and without a job in the next two and half months, I will mostly likely become homeless. This set of demonic circumstances has basically fulfilled what the word says about Satan, killing, stealing and destroying, your life, your relationships, your family, your peace, and your joy.  I have fought the good fight, but I don’t have the strength to continue this battle against constant demonic forces at work - beyond the normal, which is what I call ‘demonica’.

I’m not sure that any human being could deal with what I have been though, it feels like a lifetime compressed into 6 years, and now, even a pastor I am acquainted with, sees what I’m talking about.

I know that I can’t keep this up, and I need for God to intervene now. I’ve stopped trying to figure it out; it feels like one big circular reference with an active demonica going on and without family, friends or a church, it makes it beyond extremely difficult to deal with. It’s difficult to feel like you are not being forsaken when the demonica continues unstopped, and my attempts for intervention or to just stand spiritually and do what I need to do in the natural are directly being circumvented.

I feel like I’ve been battered close to death and I’m lying in the streets numb and tired.