Hello, Mike.
I read your first letter with interest for it seems that we have walked similar paths with the Lord. At the time I wanted to reach out and give you a "brotherly hug" but decided to wait to see what responses you might get. Those with testimonies such as ours rarely are well received and I find that the religious love to drag us back into the fold of structure and bondage.
Although it has been stated here that you are in an unhealthy place I vehemently disagree. It is far safer to walk alone with the Lord, being guided by His Spirit, than it is to be smothered in the immaturity of institutional christianity. We (my wife and I) have found that God will lead us as He deems necessary to meet His Kingdom needs. Most can't grasp that.
I believe the Lord opted you out of water baptism when He said to you "..BUT I will baptize in Spirit and fire," fire meaning the judgments that purge and purify us. I would not let that matter concern me.
I do hope you are able to continue your life of faith WITHOUT being influenced by the opinions of men. But in thinking about it maybe that is why Father moved you to reveal yourself here. There will be contrary opinions about your walk and if you are subject to human influence you need to see that and let Him burn that need out of you too.
Another solitary sojourner,
RJ2