Precious Sharon, I know exACTly what you're going through!!! Hang in there, TRUST me, we serve a God of Miracles! As for his unbelief:For the unbelieving husband is sanctified [purified] through his wife, and the unbelieving wife is sanctified through her believing husband; for otherwise your children are unclean, but now they are holy. (1 Corinthians 7:14)I will be adding your husband to my Prayers for Illness page, and will definitely be praying for you BOTH... in our 11 years together, my precious Richard has been in the hospital with one thing and another every single one of those 11 years!!! It will make you CRAZY!!!If you need to talk to someone who knows how you feel, feel free to write me at peggym@his-forever.com (HOME) or peggym@rcc.com (WORK). Keep your chin up... prayers are on the way!