from Danmark 15th of march 2oo7
to John Tng and the Doves.
 
Since I become a Christian for years agou, I always have loved the Psalms, especially those of David. I have maked 23 to my own, almost daily pray.
 
But also f.eks.27 who I for a long time thougth about, as my escape, my hide myself Psalm, but now when I have read a lot of Johns article, includede the last good one, I now call Psalm 27.my rapture Psalm because of verse 4-6. - you can read it under here,
 
and Psalm 33:13-15.v. tells us that the Lord follow our lives from Heaven, He is looking after us.
 
But back to 27. and what it ment to me. I was born outside the marriage, because my mother became pregnant before, she have an fiance, but
somethings, - I dont know what, happen, so she would not married him. So when I was born, he would not accept me as his son, but there were no others, all could see he was the father, so he must pay for me, - but he never asked for me, as I know.
 
My mother found another man, got married, and when he couldnt like me, she gave me to my grand-parents, they were good to me, but died early, and left me alone, and most of my life, I looked and cryed for that father I never have had.
 
Some day late in my age, I sat with my table looking outside the windows to my garden, I was in sad mood, and said: I feel so alone, belonging to no one, have I just had a father to identifyed me with !
 
Then the Lord spoke to me saying: Jan, I have always been your Father, and I always have been there for you. Go and look in John 6:44-45.v. it
was I who send you to Jesus, it was I who learned you to love Him. And Jesus love you to, you know it, because you can see it in your life. He paid the praise for to saving you, and He would have done it, if it was only you alone, - but so He have did it to all who would believe, - died for them alone, you must tell them, so it is, thats My gift to those who would believe in Jesus !
 
Go to John chpt 1:9-14.v. There you have My juridical binding words, your birth-certificate, - you belong to Me, Im your Father - and so it is for all who would believe in Jesus ! - and in Romans 8:29.v. you could read that I look for everyone of you !
 
Jan, I have known you before you were, and when you became a foster in your mothers womb, I looked at you and smiled to you. That day you were born, the morning after the evil things happen in Germany, (CrystalNigth) - I looked at you when you were born, you were a "blue-child," because you would not breath. But I told the nurse to swing you round, and then give you a clap in your behind, - and then you breathed, and you screamed to, but you were very seek, so they baptized you.
 
I was totaly amazed, and I cryed and cryed for hours, - I think that I have maked water to the hole town, - and then I apologized and ask the Lord  forgive me, and then I  Praised the Lord, and from that moment I forgave my parents, it ment nothing to me anymore, I have the most wonderfull Father, and He is mine, and yours Creator to !
 
I asked old people in my family, about when I was born, and it was exactly as the Lord have told me, one of them said: were do you know that from ?
 
But from that time, my escape-rapture psalm 27 became more and more wonderful to me, - Praise and Love to yours and my Father, in the name of our wonderful Lord Jesus Christ ! - Come Lord Jesus, Come soon and take us Home to You. - jan mikael ><>
 
 
 Psalms, from The holy Bible, King James version
University of Virginia Library
 
 

Psalms, psalm 27

    1: The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?
2: When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and fell.
3: Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise against me, in this will I be confident.

4: One thing have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to inquire in his temple.
5: For in the time of trouble he shall hide me in his pavilion: in the secret of his tabernacle shall he hide me; he shall set me up upon a rock.

6: And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in his tabernacle sacrifices of joy; I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the LORD.

7: Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me, and answer me.
8: When thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto thee, Thy face, LORD, will I seek.
9: Hide not thy face far from me; put not thy servant away in anger: thou hast been my help; leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation.

10: When my father and my mother forsake me, then the LORD will take me up.

11: Teach me thy way, O LORD, and lead me in a plain path, because of mine enemies.
12: Deliver me not over unto the will of mine enemies: for false witnesses are risen up against me, and such as breathe out cruelty.

13: I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living.

14: Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD.