http://www.fivedoves.com/letters/mar2007/randy323.htmRandy,
You are not alone. The same thing happened to me when I became born-again.....I just saw the whole world in a new light.....in the Holy Spirit's light. I've been a Christian for over 22 years now. To this day, when I am working in the world, I feel like I am play acting when at work. I just go to work and play a part. Unless I encounter another Christian......but even then our talks must be brief and quiet on our favorite subject....kind of "underground". Its a relief to come home again, and be myself again. Being in a worldly environment, stifling who you really are all day, to just get the job done....is draining. That's why I "LOVE" Five Doves and other Christian websites......is refreshing to get back to the real world!
No you are not alone!
Maranatha!
Deborah
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