Dear Joe,

Thank you for your words, actually what I meant by "having it all together" was meant to communicate how the folks around me feel, they think I have it all together because I try so very hard to be nurturing with my kids, supportive of my husband, understanding with my friends.  It all comes across as if I was very strong, but alas, I am the one who needs the nurturing, the support and understanding sometimes too.  I really did not want it to seem as if I am complaining as I am rather grateful to be what my family needs, it's just that every now and then I need to put it all on the table, so to speak, so that I can find the strength found when people pray for you.
I also want you to know Joe, that yes, like you, it is my faith that keeps me strong, praise be to Our Father in Heaven.
I have found here, at 5 Doves, a support system that I cherish.  It is humbling to ask for prayers but well worth it.  And yes, oh the lessons learned during these trying times are so very valuable.  I am very grateful to have the opportunity to bring my shortcomings to you all for prayers, because I know that prayer works.  I just hope that I am not being a bad example to those wanting to be strong in the Lord.  Some days are better than others and the encouragement I have found here is priceless, sweet and constant source of encouragement.
I want to thank you again for your prayers and compassion.
In His Love,
Barbara