Hello, fellow doves, I am dealing with some issues that most of us probably have encountered and I would like to know how you deal with them.
First of all I have no one to talk to about the issues we discuss because frankly people think I am crazy or suicidal and to be quite honest it is true that I simply don't want to live in this world any longer and if people truly opened their eyes they would want to be raptured as soon as possible as well, but I would never kill myself because the Lord said he would never put more on us than we could bear and I trust his word. The issue is I am a follower of Jesus and I don't make him do what I want but I strive to do his will. It is very possible that we are all right but there are so many dates that seemed so certain that passed by already. I am struggling to figure out day by day things and what God wants me to do...so much seems so rediculous if we are out of here in the next weeks but necessary if we aren't. I have this intense fear right now due to all the voices I hear around me that we will still be here months and years from now...I can't begin to tell you how that scares me. I am praying for more faith that I may follow Him where ever and however long we are on this earth, I just have difficulties right now seeing my place in a world that is so temporary and yet real bills and needs to face each and every day, decisions that won't be put off much longer and real issues to face in the coming months.
I have this intense hatred for the material right now. I would sell every last thing that is not a survival mechanism right now if I could. I don't know how much of this is tied up in my spirit sensing his soon return or just the overwhelming weariness with the world...
Please pray that the Lord gives me wisdom on how to live in these last days.
Wendy Mason