I want to thank all of those who posted in reply to my prayer request, and also those who are praying who didn't post.  I printed off the posts in reply and took them over and shared them with my mom, and they gave her comfort as well.  She lost her only son, I lost my only brother and of course it was violent and unexpected.   At a time in this world that it seems the love of many has waxed cold, it is a cup of cool water to the thirsty to find faithful brothers and sisters, even though I've never met any of you in person.  Thank you to those who reached out to me and are bearing this burden with us, including my own situation and job search.  Most days lately I just feel weak and numb, and am trusting in Jesus' strength to get through all this, as I feel I have little strength of my own left.  Words aren't enough to express my heartfelt thanks and gratitude for your prayers.  God Bless you.
 
In His Love,
Hope