Hope (3 June
2006)
"Please Pray for me and my
Family"
Dear John,
I am a long time reader of your web site and would like
to ask you to post this. It is a prayer request - I do not have a
church family to talk to or to ask for prayer.
My brother killed himself 3 weeks ago. He returned
home after working out of town to discover that his wife had left him likely
for another man, took their kids, and cleared out his bank account and
the house (including many of his personal belongings.) His death
was and continues to be almost more than my family and I can bear.
I am personally left feeling as if I could have stopped this somehow if
I had only spent some more time with him. I so wish that I could
turn the clock back, as I visited with him 2 days before this happened,
and I didn't pick up any indication that he was going to do this.
I loved him so much and I miss him.
I also recently moved, and am recovering from some health
problems which have placed me in potentially bad financial circumstances
due to unemployment if I'm not able to find work soon. My search
for a job so far has been unsuccessful despite my having substantial education/experience
in my field. So many things in my life caved in seemingly at once,
and with the recent loss of my brother, it has been like a nightmare for
me and my family. Looking for work is much more difficult at this
time due to having to endure the loss and shock of my brother's death.
I humbly and with tears ask that the Body of Christ pray
for us. Thank you for your website and to all of those who contribute
so faithfully.
Thank You
In His Love,
Hope