hello,

i reguarly read five doves.  i think june 4th 2006 is day of pentecost? then i write today on this day.
I hate to put this need up on a public forum like this but i badly need some prayers and the Holy Spirit's guidance on a particular issue.
 

I used to live in the city of Christchurch for the last 2 years, and never had major problems there, last month I moved up to the city of Wellington (because i wanted to look for a job here), so i moved to wellington. I didnt ask God that time what He felt of this move or wether I should have moved.

Coming to an entirely new city i was totally infamiliar, and then had to struggle bit to look for some temporary accomodation etc, and apply for jobs etc. But inside my heart i felt a terrible conflict rise up. I felt homesick for Christchurch because it was familiar and i knew people there including my old prayer group etc, and Wellington was a strange new place for me and I hardly knew the city at all.

the worst part come just 2 weeks moving into Wellington  a group of drunk polynesians were making a huge racket next door , they were not into the "low socio economic" category they all were proffesionals and students, Suddenly they all turned against me and led a attack  on my room trying to break door and trying to hit me with beer bottles, when I had done nothing at all or even talked to them. I called the emergency, asked God to help me, and finally the police had to come and pull them off.

All this has shaken me pretty badly, Again i sit and i am in a deep conflict wether to go back to Christchurch or stay on in Wellington . I am seeking God's will and often at crossroads like this it is a terrible thing, I wish to know what God wants, I seek it badly, I have asked for prayers , If God speaks to you in Spirit to anyone of you here, please do tell me.

I know some bretheren in the Church have the gift to counsel or recieve from the Lord a word of God or wisdom. I ask this now in fact I ask God to respond to me with a plan. thats all.

I am a stranger no one of you know, but I believe you and i both have been washed and brought by the blood of a man named Jesus Christ who is God.

thank you