Deborah,

I know you probably said these words out of frustration. We all say things we shouldn't say.

 "I can see that if I keep this up, I will NEVER get a job!!"

Please retract your statement or your words will come to pass. Jesus said "Mt 9:29 - ......... According to your faith be it unto you.
You will reap a crop from the word seed that you plant whether it be good or bad. We must always be on guard to speak and write positive faith based words.
If you speak positive words about your job search you will receive positive results. Words have creative power. Stand on the word of truth and receive what you believe.
1Ch 22:13 -Then shalt thou prosper, if thou takest heed to fulfill the statutes and judgments which the LORD charged Moses with concerning Israel: be strong, and of good courage; dread not, nor be dismayed.
2Ch 26:5 -And he sought God in the days of Zechariah, who had understanding in the visions of God: and as long as he sought the LORD, God made him to prosper.
3Jo 1:2 -Beloved, I wish above all things that thou mayest prosper and be in health, even as thy soul prospereth.

A job waits for those who believe. I heard this saying recently. "Believe and receive, doubt and go without"
Php 4:13 -I  can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.

Yes , I will pray for you to receive a great job from the Lord. I know you are a watcher and a faithful loving servant of God.
I enjoy reading your posts.
Mt 18:19 - "Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven

Steve