Randy
(7 July 2011)
"Anybody Else Feel "Different" About THIS life than you did 18 years ago? I do!"
My Story......(short version)
18 years ago I spent July 4th in Washington DC....saw the fireworks from
the Washington Monument....had my kids (ages 5 and 6) and my mom with
me there for a work conference. I lived in Orlando then, as now.
1993: Just divorced, 6 months...had a job and boss I really didn't
like and I NEEDED ALOT of answers to my prayers from God as I drove
home after that trip. Lots of concerns on my mind........personal,
residential, work, financial... pretty much ALL across the biggest
areas of my life. (I moved 6 times in the 12 months after the
divorce! LOL)
Wonderfully and Incredibly....ALL of my needs, wants and many Dreams,
too were answered in the next month, the next 6 months, the next
year.....the next few years. It was one of the best "runs" of my
life.....for career, income, travel, dreams, life, love...EVERYTHING!!
Overall....the last 18 years have been (like most of us.....as is
life..) filled with ups and downs, highs and lows.....and many
challenges.....most of them self-induced!
Fast forward to 2011: Again, in DC for the Fireworks.......
2011: Married.....happily....... daughter now lives in DC.
THIS year, as I drove home from the July 4th festivities, I have
reflected (as I do every now and then) on how my life is NOW vs "xx"
years in the past in the various categories of my life: Job, home,
relationships, (marriage) income, debts, happiness, etc, etc.
The point of my story is this: ONE THING, no TWO THINGS have changed me....changed my life in the last 18 years.
First..... in 1993 I knew NOTHING about the Rapture, or End Times Bible
Prophecy. Now....I think I could teach a class on the
subject!! Knowing these things has truly CHANGED my life and the
way I "LOOK" at THIS life. And because of that, how I LIVE my life
has been affected, too.
and
Second......I can now look back over the last 18 years......or over the
past 26 years.....(age 56 now) and I can SEE God's hand moving in my
life....to answer my prayers; to keep me from harm.....from
failure.....and to see me thru again and again and again!!!
I still need help from God in some of the same areas of my life as I did
then..... IF there is no Rapture this fall....then I will still need
God working in my life for the strength of my work....my income.....my
planning for retirement in 10 years.
But....
I rest soundly in the knowledge (and personal experience) that God does
watch over me......over ALL of us. He has come to my rescue dozens
of times during the greatest trials of my life over the past 40 years
of my adult life. He has NEVER let go of me...of my hand.
And for that..I will ALWAYS be grateful......
The DIFFERENCE between 1993 and NOW is this.......
I was all caught up in THIS life in 1993.....and now.......I can't wait
for the NEXT LIFE....and the RETURN of Jesus Christ. It seems so
very very near, that I have a hard time focusing on things in this life
each day...even focusing on things I know I NEED to be doing to
"survive" THIS life..especially IF I "DO" get all the way to retirement
in 11 years...
Ah.....the old phrase: "He's so heavenly minded, he's no earthly
good!" One needs to guard against that risk.......you DO still
need to be doing something for God.......and for your family.....and for
others.... you can't just qui, sit in the hammock and wait for
the Rapture....no matter HOW MUCH you might like to do that !!
lol.....!
But I know THIS: God has ALWAYS seen me through......no reason now to think He won't.....no matter what happens!!
Anyway.....just sharing...
TICK TOCK,
Randy