First of all, my prayers for you, John, while you recover from your sickness. May the Lord bless and heal you.
I came across this today.
I feel like we're all living in a dream state these days. We are on the bridge between this world and the next. The surreality has left me feeling so displaced from this earth, and I can't wait for His return. The world seems to be in a zombie state, following prophecy to the letter and are blinded. Is this part of the delusion? I am overcome with the knowledge that I will indeed see His return, just as I had felt when I was a child. :)