I can absolutely relate to your first comment. Tuesday I was having breakfast with a friend and complained extensively how the life of those studying end time prophecy can be quite "lonely". In the sense that to speak to the average other Christen or non Christen I know about end time prophecy is very difficult. They tend to be ignorant about world events and the times we are living in. However, she reminded me that every person serves the Lord differently and that I should not be discouraged but persevere. Early the next morning my son of 4 called me and I went to his room. I asked him to be quiet, and not to wake the whole household. He told me he dreamed Jesus told him to “RUN, RUN FAST” I was amazed, because it was the first time this has happened. Later the day I studied the meaning of “RUN” and it means : “to be motivated, to persevere, or vision”. Then I realized the message was not for my son, but for me. Jesus is saying don’t give up, keep pressing on, now more than ever.