Nicole (23 Jan 2012)
"Some
watchers getting confused by the term "I repent everyday""
OK so I made a post not to long ago that I repent
everyday. Then I noticed that people around me were
saying that you cannot repent everyday, because that means you
never repented at all. And my mother agrees with that,
the term was used loosely by me. Really, you cannot use God
and be a yo-yo in sin and come back to Him everyday and use Him
like a Catholic Priest, saying confession to Him after doing "your
thing." Even my 9 year old son said that you are
once saved always saved as long as you abide in Jesus and do not
yo-yo in and out of the sins that you repented from to get
saved. Well my 9 year old said this, so the Lord
has talked to him about sin on his own. Very cool!
I apologize if I used this term so loosely. And they
are right, I cannot repent everyday. There is one
point in a person's life that they must come to repentance and
salvation and turn from their sins. That is the
defining moment in their lives.
I guess what I meant is that myself and I know a lot of the Bride
love Jesus very much. And we do not want to offend Him
with anything that we are doing. And we are seeking
Him everyday to ask Him to search our lives and hearts and cleanse
us. And to be consecrated much like the Bride in the
ancient Jewish Wedding. To go through a period of deep
searching and learn more about discipleship than ever in our
lives. A transition like Queen Esther.
I used the term I repent everyday very loosely in my
post. And I repented of my sins on 11/26/2004 and
turned from them. Since 2009 the Lord has come to me
to tell me the lateness of the hour and to prepare to meet Him and
to go in the rapture. And He has been leading me to
the consecration of the ancient Jewish Bride, and the change that
Queen Esther went through to be the queen. I feel that
I do not deserve the rapture, to be taken out of my body without
death, so therefore I pray to be accounted worthy to escape the
wrath to come. And everyday I try to take an inventory
of my life so that I can try to become more
Christlike. So hopefully I can become more conformed
to the image of Christ. I did have a dream where I
heard people in Heaven telling me to be holy, for this is what
Heaven is. I have asked the Lord to give me the gift
of holiness and to teach me this way.
I understand that the Bible talks about let those who are
righteous stay righteous, and those that are holy stay
holy. I have been really seeking the Lord on these two
different things. I keep thinking of a righteous
person is one who reads their Bible, is born again and seeks the
Lord. And I always think of a holy person as one of
the prophets such as Elijah. This fascinates me.
How can we the Bride learn the ways of Elijah who was
raptured?
I also saw a youtube video from a man named finalcal07 who asks
the same question, how can you repent everyday? And I
have watched his videos. He is a man who got mightily
saved and he does salvation videos, and then also discipleship
videos. He is very clever because he has used his
videos to not only get people born again, but to grow them up in a
very fast amount of time in this short hour. I
love hearing his accent and think how clever it is to get people
from the milk to the meat in such a short time. Wow, I
just post random things the Lord has shown me. But
clearly, some people have a mission with
clarity. I am glad that these videos are out
there for people who get saved at the last minute before the
rapture and have such a deep desire to dig and push into
Jesus. I was not discipled by a church, I had to learn
from lessons that Jesus gave me in life and then He used the Holy
Spirit to convict me and also pointed to scriptures that I would
read to teach me about the lesson I needed to learn about the
situation. It was a hands on type of training.