Tracy, you said,"I hate this logic but I can't argue against this."
 
Maybe you cannot but Luke had something to say about this matter.
 
"And this know, that if the goodman of the house had known what hour the thief would come, he would have watched, and not have suffered his house to be broken through.
(40) Be ye therefore ready also: for the Son of man cometh at an hour when ye think not."
 
It is always a risky idea to say the Lord will tarry in His coming for His children. As you read this Jesus Christ could rapture His Church home to be with Him forever.
 
The whole idea is to be living for Him because we do not no when He is coming.
 
I will tell you this, that the world is starting to look much like Revelation chapter 6 right now.
 
What is the main theme of what I am trying to say? Be ready at any moment because He may just split that sky open right now.
 
As far as your anxiety is concerned, you need to give this to God. Ask Him to help you. That is exactly what I had to do and will continue doing until the Lord calls me home.
 
Your soul is vexed. The soul of Lot was vexed too. I believe every Christian's soul should be vexed. We should be repenting of our sins, very sad as we look at this world and longing to meet Jesus Christ face to face.
 
Tracy, Jesus Christ is going to come back again. We need to let Him work through us in all of His love and expect Him to return at any moment.
 
Looking forward to seeing you??????....Well, I don't exactly know when but it can't be too much longer!!!
 
Bob D.