Sandra Jean
(4
Jan 2008)
"To Laura of December 31,
2007"
Hi Laura. Just wanted to share my experience
in relation to yours...and I hope this leads others in sharing what brought
them to Christ. When I was in my 20s (many years ago), I experienced
a distinct and strong curiosity about God. (who is He?) I devoured
Christian books from the library and intently read through the entire Bible
twice in a 6-month period. One night I was reading a Catherine Marshall
book and was so moved by its contents, that I dropped to my knees and said
a simple but SILENT prayer w/tears to this unknown God. It was a
prayer of "thanksgiving" to God for taking such good care of this widow
after the loss of her husband. Instantly I was flooded w/a supernatural,
glorious outpouring of pure love...hard to describe...as if a balm of pure
and holy love was being poured out on me, wave after wave after wave.
Don't know how long it lasted but I became afraid...and asked this God
(again SILENTLY) to stop. And it did at that exact moment.
I know now that this was the precious Holy Spirit of God...and that His
Spirit was drawing/wooing me to Him. I've often wondered what would
have happened if I had not gotten frightened. And I've also wondered
occasionally if I'd offended God. I believe God deals with each of
us individually and why God did this, I don't know. But for me it
was a "gift" of faith; I know without a doubt that He exists and that He
is the God of the Supernatural. All praise goes to my Savior and
Lord, Jesus Christ!
ysiC, Sandra Jean.