Fracture me oh Lord. Crack my outershell. Break me so that I can no longer
stiffle your spirit. My outer man struggles against you, he wants control,
he wants to do things his way. My spirit wants to break out of the shell
that my outer man has control of. Help me Lord to let go of the controls
that you desire to have. I have no peace when your spirit is ignored. I can
not go through empty religious rituals and maintain my old nature. That is
death. That is emptiness. That is lifeless life.

Fracture me. Make it evident each time I resist you. Don't let me ignore
you. Don't let me rest until I do what you have put on my heart. I want to
live. I want to realy live. I want your peace. I want your rest.

I chase after you. I fight to find you. My sleep has been removed. I lie
awake at night frustrated with emply thoughts. I struggle to let go of the
things that prevent you. I war against myself. Discipline me with your love.
Make me totaly honest and unashamed to be so. Fracture my outershell. Break
me. I can't rest without your rest.