I read very little of what is posted on Doves but when my wife found your inquiry she informed me. Your question is something I can respond to.
What you are experiencing is a valid work of God, a preparation for the battles ahead. Isn't it exciting????? I personally am pumped!!!
Understanding the scriptures that reveal the answer you are seeking takes more than a cursory reading of the words. I suggest you read the works of a man named J. Leland Earls (now deceased.) Start with his online booklet "The Three Comings of Jesus." This booklet should answer your question and more.
Quite a number of years ago the Lord showed my wife and I the error in the popular "taken away" teaching and we became aware that we were being prepared for a powerful final days work. Along the way we came across Earls' writings and found that they pretty much confirmed what Father had been revealing to us so I can recommend Earls' works to you.
If you have more questions just post or, John Tng, you can supply my email to anyone who asks if it is not too much trouble for you.