Nicole (7 Feb 2012)
"To Amy VG:
regarding Baby News"
I cannot believe I am pregnant at 34, my husband
is 53...but you wouldn't know it. The nurse at the
OB clinic said she thought I was 23 and my husband was
40. But I do not believe the Vidal Sassoon ad that
it is better to look good than to feel good anymore.
HA HA HA.
But I am totally, totally shocked. I have never been on
birth control and am so excited. But I cannot
believe God would give me a baby in this late hour?
I do not feel worthy to even be gifted with a baby.
And now I am so terrified that I am taking classes on newborns
and early childhood because I don't remember
anything. If you ever met me you would think I am
the biggest valley girl airhead in the world!
:-) My son keeps thinking (not a word from the Lord)
but feeling that I will still be pregnant for the
rapture. So I don't know if it is just a time marker
of something to happen before, or that I will be pregnant and
then holding my baby as I am ascending. But I
am happy that I get to watch cartoons and noone looks at me
weird!