Nicole (7 Feb 2012)
"To Amy VG:  regarding Baby News"

 
I cannot believe I am pregnant at 34, my husband is 53...but you wouldn't know it.   The nurse at the OB clinic said she thought I was 23 and my husband was 40.   But I do not believe the Vidal Sassoon ad that it is better to look good than to feel good anymore.   HA HA HA.  

But I am totally, totally shocked.  I have never been on birth control and am so excited.   But I cannot believe God would give me a baby in this late hour?   I do not feel worthy to even be gifted with a baby.   And now I am so terrified that I am taking classes on newborns and early childhood because I don't remember anything.   If you ever met me you would think I am the biggest valley girl airhead in the world!  :-)   My son keeps thinking (not a word from the Lord) but feeling that I will still be pregnant for the rapture.   So I don't know if it is just a time marker of something to happen before, or that I will be pregnant and then holding my baby as I am ascending.    But I am happy that I get to watch cartoons and noone looks at me weird!