Last night I had a dream I saw that O had finally become the antichrist.   And he was touching his jacket and arms saying man, do I feel great!    He had this appearance that just lured you in.

Anyways I saw that there was a great stadium with a large number of people sitting, most all the seats were full.   I saw that there was a sort of metal structure like a small jail on the ground at the far side of the bottom of the stadium in the field.   There were people in it.   Some guards handed these people white binders with the law of the land and it appeared to be a document of some sort showing they were going on trial.   The judge brought them out to bring the verdict and in the middle of the stadium were guillotines. 

And I was sitting in the stadium watching and all of a sudden in my dream I was crying, and crying with the people who were going to be beheaded.   It was an overwhelming feeling of many things.   One is that it was sad that the people were so evil that they thought beheading them was a good thing.   The other was a feeling of complete joy that this madness and hell on Earth was going to be over for them and they were going to meet Jesus.   And the other feeling was a total feeling of being scared of the guillotine, it was one of fear. 

I felt in my dream I was going to vomit.   I felt like I was going to collapse and my tears in my dream were of a crippling sadness.   I have only felt this way when I repented and became born again.   This was the same feeling.   Maybe this was the true point of salvation in the tribulation?   I do not know, but I never want to feel that feeling again.  It was one of complete brokenness and almost a despair that they had to go through this in their life, that I could not get them to go in the rapture.  I felt helpless, like these people heard about the rapture I want to save them from this fate of the guillotine.   But ultimately I knew that it was not up to me.   It was between them and Jesus Christ.