Nicole (23
Feb
2011)
"Got Holiness?"
There is so much debate, anger and fear over the issue of holiness for
the rapture. And I had a nice conversation with a friend
today about this subject.
And what it boils down to is people are called for a purpose and are
prepared for that purpose. I have had visions of the
rapture since I was 7 years old. My husband who is not
saved has dreams of being in Israel during the tribulation and seeing a
tremendous war, revival, and supernatural events.
Since he and I are walking down two different paths, I basically say
things so he can store them in his mind for later usage.
But I do not harp on him because I know the Lord is going to use him
for a mighty purpose, just not the same purpose as me.
I was called to watch from the age of 7. Now I do have to
say that there were many times in my life where I was not saved and
almost died and would have gone to hell, but the Lord called me for a
purpose and made my path straight. He did ask me to
repent and turn from sin and get saved which I did.
But the question of holiness was something that started REALLY
bothering me listening to many pastors talking about it which struck a
nerve in my soul. At first I was angry about it because I
felt these guys were telling me that Jesus death and resurrection was
not enough. Then I felt sick about it because that I would
never be good enough and the devil was playing mind games on me.
But then I figured it out and it came through the Book Pilgrim's
Progress. They are talking about after you get saved/going
through the wicket gate, you must WALK your salvation on the narrow
path to the Celestial City, overcoming many obstacles. This
is the path of refinement, of holiness, of working out your
salvation. Many people do not have the chance to repent of
some sins before they die but they know if they truly had a born again
experience. But we are not talking about death here, we are
talking about escaping death like Elijah, so we should really take a
look at this man's life....how did he live? We have
to live by example.
This is what I realized personally about holiness. If you
love Jesus with every ounce of your being, you are willing to follow
Him no matter what, if you are willing to be obedient if it does not
make sense, and you had a born again experience then you are
saved. As you walk down the path in Pilgrim's Progress,
there are many things that the Lord will reveal to you to show you
deeper sin in your life to get rid of it and purge it. If
you love the Lord eventually you will want to deal with it.
For example if you have say and addiction to smoking and the Lord has
asked you 100 times to stop because it is a god to you and you just
WON'T do it......that is a totally different thing than say being angry
at someone and yelling at them because you were tempted of the devil
and then immediately said you were sorry to the person and the
Lord. Even if you died and did not have time to
repent of that yelling, you would go in the rapture....you are saved,
your heart is in the right place, you sin daily and you keep
going. You are the Lord's clay always ready to be
improved and molded by Him, always ready to give an account of your
life before the throne in front of the saints of all the ages in the
breadth of such holiness. But willful constant
sinning of something the Lord says it has come between your
relationship with Him....well what would your spouse do in this
case? If you were cheating on your wife and you loved her
you have two options. You can ask her for forgiveness and
never do it again and move on with the marriage....but if you say you
won't do it again and then lie and keep doing it, well she will divorce
you. We are married to the Lord and a SPECIFIC sin
that is keeping you from being holy that HE has come to you and warned
you over and over, then I believe those are the people that won't go in
the rapture. The sin He wants purged that He
has been asking a person over and over to repent of even if they are
saved, I believe it has to be purged. I know that is a
scary thing but some sins to a person are ruining the marriage they
have with the Lord. You cannot decide that you are saved
and can go get drunk, go to the gay clubs, sleep around, dabble in the
occult......we cannot be like the Nicolations and that is how I take
these sermons due to the tremendous wickedness in the
land. The filth is so bad it is overflowing and these
people have been in such dirt for so long, the only way to shake them
up is to yell at them like the old school John Wesley way.
I think we should all humble ourselves and not assume that we are all
accounted worthy for the rapture and ask the Lord to reveal any sin
that could hinder us from this event.....so that He does not have to
purge the sin and refine the diamond to make us sparkle through
persecution of the tribulation. But we should offer this
prayer to our Lord and then let it go, as it will be His responsibility
to show us and not let the devil torment us on this subject and argue
any longer. You know personally if you love Jesus and
are born again and living right. Personally I believe
the messages of holiness are not for the Bride, but for the lukewarm
church. And to set a seed for those who are left
behind to understand what we believed and why we were taken so they can
take the message around the world and separate themselves from the
beast system.
And if you are not living right, please fast and pray and ask the Lord
to show you what He requires of you personally. We are all
His creatures and He loves us. He died for you a horrible,
horrible death and time is almost over.
Blessings.