Doves,

What I am about to reveal is most likely a "timely" revelation, because I have held on to it for three years without releasing this to the general public, family or co-workers. I have 3 highly devoted christian friends that I was able to reveal this to, with The Lord's permission. I released this to them because they are a part of the work that The Lord is having me do now on this earth. I do not know the reason why this has been allowed by God to take place. He just stated that He needed me to do this and it is part of a larger job that I will do after the rapture when we are in heaven with Him. How do I begin to tell of something so horrifying but yet so necessary to the plan that God has for me and still not know...WHY?

This afternoon I was given permission by The Lord to speak of this matter I have been keeping secret--

In August of 2004 I was at lunch eating in my car and conversing with The Lord about my day and His further will for my life. Suddenly, in mid bite, I was taken with The Lord holding my hand to a darkened and desolate place. I was afraid because I was also blinded and could see nothing. I could smell and feel and hear. The Lord spoke to me gently, I am going to let go of your hand, but I am still holding you, do you understand? I said, Yes, Yeshua I do. He stated I will be right here. You must go in alone, it is imperative that you follow every word I tell you. I nodded in agreement. I again, was blind and could not see my surroundings or The Lord's face or countenance. I just felt a great love and warmth beyond imagination. I knew he was my safety net. I was not wearing my normal work clothes but a white robe. As I stepped in total faith forward, I could feel a cold clammy atmosphere was enveloping me. For some strange reason I had no fear of where I was or where I was entering. I know now that The Lord gave me perfect peace. I began to hear hisses and whispers that echoed in what seemed like a deep cavern from the reverberation of the sounds. That is when I heard it, the first voice...

She's here! She's here! I told you I could feel her arrival! Shut up! I can see she's here!....It's Lavan Shoshanna, she's here....Shut up! Don't give her our secrets of what we know-Keep quiet!  (My name is Kelly Kathleen Herman) I was not understanding why they used that name. As I stepped further in, The Lord told me to stop where I was and go no further. I stopped as my vision improved. What I saw took my breath away...it was tons of sets of red eyes peering in the darkness. The Lord spoke again, I will not allow you to see what they truly look like, it not necessary for you to. They all started talking at once as if they were children deprived of human contact for a long time. A few of them cursed at me and called me a few choice names. The Lord comforted me and stated, They will try every trick known to them to intimidate you, hold your ground! They all asked questions of what was going on in the world and what was it like? They asked me why I would bother with them....Suddenly The Lord gave me a supernatural knowlege of who I was speaking to and a courage that could peel paint!  I was in the Abyss and these were the demons that were held there. I had a supernatural barrier between me and the red eyes that were darting questions and insults at me, I knew I was protected. I began my speech to them. Why would you created of the Living God feel you had the right to disobey when your home and your abilities were perfect? What would propel you to make such a choice? Were you not warned that the Lake of fire was your destiny if you rebelled against The Holy One of the Universe? I heard cursing and hate and blame thrown around and echoing off of the walls. Suddenly their leader railed on me and hissed acusations of his own, I could feel his power. The Lord interveigned and chained him to the back of the wall, gagging him as well, his words were much like this...!@#$%^&*( !!!  I believed I wasn't going to get anywhere with that one! They asked me to go to The Lord as Enoch had done in hopes that time had softened his heart. I told them that God has not changed His mind or His judgement of them. I was there to tell them what time it was...The rapture is coming soon isn't it? One of them yelled.  I stated calmly I do not know the timing of the rapture. They called me a liar hurling more insults to intimidate. I told them that they would be released after the rapture and that they would be used for a time to do the will of God himself. What are we going to do baby girl? one of them questioned. The Holy Spirit will place His will on you to do what is in his plan. Again, more cursing and accusation that I was holding something back from them. I told them I was holding alot back that I was not given permission to speak of.  We can read your mind you know, so don't try to lie to us! I instructed them that it was time for me to go and that judgement had been set. Will you be back? Will you talk to us again? I do not know what God's will is for further communica...she's telling the truth...she doesn't know! Shut up already with your sniveling!

I was removed from the Abyss and found myself back in my car as normal. I would revisit the Abyss three more times all with the same purpose...reminding them what time it was. If there is another real reason why I was there, I still do not know. I looked up the name Lavan Shoshanna. It is Hebrew. Lavan means white or moon and Shoshanna means rose or lily. My true purpose for these visits is still unknown to me as well as why they expected me. I know that some may scoff and say...this is not biblical!  I do believe that The Lord has a different purpose for each of us and I don't expect to know everything until after the rapture when The Lord will give our "marching orders".  My family and co-workers do not know the secret life I lead, but I must keep up appearances for now...they wouldn't believe me anyway:)  All I can truly say is, in truth....It's time!

Looking up and Loving the learning process! Kelly Herman in Dallas