Kathleen Herr
(12
Feb 2008)
"Spiritual Pride - Paul N.
F. and David Steven"
I just spent more than sixteen months praying
that my unemployed husband would find work. I had been at home for
over 20 years homeschooling my children and taking care of our youngest
son who has autism, but I found a part time job that brought in $400-700
per month, depending on how many hours I could get. This was the
only steady income we had.
I certainly did not content myself with asking once and
then assuming that Steve just automatically had a job, which he clearly
did NOT have. I kept on seeking, asking, and knocking. God
saw to it that we did not lack anything we really needed, but it was only
within the last week that Steve began working again.
I pray for my children all the time too. I would
never assume that a one-shot prayer for God to save them, sanctify them,
protect them, and provide for them would be all that was needed.
I pray especially for my autistic son and for a son who has gone astray
into bitterness and hatefulness, and I pray for the son and daughter who
have none of these problems. What else can I do? I love them,
and Jesus is the only One I want to go to for help, and the only One who
truly CAN help us. There are no other sources of blessing and provision.
And I pray for Jesus to come again soon. Since
the Rapture hasn't happened yet, I'm going to keep right on praying.
I don't believe that this means I lack faith. If I lacked faith,
I would have stopped praying.