Nicole (9
Dec 2010)
"To ChrisK: Ref A Place in Heaven"
Dear ChrisK,
I am so glad you liked my
post. I am 32 years old and it is very sad but my father
was brain damaged in a car accident when I was a baby, which the impact
to the brain gave him schizophrenia. My mother had to walk
out on him on Thanksgiving day when I was little because he would have
harmed me. So I grew up with an adoptive dad who worked
long, long hours and would be so tired he would watch television to
unwind.
Sometimes when I was little, I would wait for him to
come home from work and sleep in the front hallway with my "dollies" to
see him. I find it very funny how the Lord is using my
"dollies" of pink elephant, Big Bird and the Wizard of Oz as a sign
that I should wait for Jesus until He opens the Rapture Door!
I
am 32, but I am still a little girl! Maybe my spirit is really 6
years old! Ha Ha! I find it very sweet when my
mother buys me a doll for Christmas from my childhood. She
likes to do it in private so that others don't look at me weird.
About
6 months ago? I was walking in Walmart and they brought back this
Barbie Doll my deceased grandmother bought me. It was my FAVORITE
doll ever and it was the Peaches and Cream Barbie from 1985. I
almost bought it, but it was $50. I just felt that the Lord
knows every single desire of my heart, He remembers who I was in times
past, and all of that has accumulated in Heaven. I keep
feeling that my house in Heaven will hold special things like this from
my entire life as a testament unto the saving power of the cross!
These are not coincidences!