I have loved children so much. I have only been blessed to have one child. I have prayed to the Lord since I was a little girl that I would never get pregnant if I would have a baby that went to hell. In my life, He has honored this. While I have always wanted more children, I feel that I shall be blessed with this with a place in Heaven. I feel my life in some aspects have taken on many children's stories and with this, I feel very blessed.
Written December 1, 2010
Pink Elephants, Jesus and the Baby Place
Not too long ago I had to have my gall bladder removed (see my testimony http://www.fivedoves.com/letters/nov2010/nicole1122.htm). And during the test before surgery they had to lay me on a table for about 2 hours. My son was little at the time and I had no one to watch him. So I brought him with me and he sat on a stool beside the table for the whole time, holding my hand. He might have been about 3 years old. In any case, he was so good I told him that I would buy him a toy at the lobby of the hospital. To my dismay, the only thing there was, was a pink elephant stuffed animal. Well this baby loved it so much, he is 8 years old and we have a whole room dedicated to pink elephants. He says Jesus gave it to him. Well on the 29th of November this year, my mom calls me and says she read an article in the Houston Chronicle about Marlo Thomas. I did not think anything about this. I went along my merry way and then yesterday I decided to get some treats to enjoy Christmas. I went to Best Buy afterwards and I bought some Christmas movies for my son. There was this one movie I picked up for $4.99 called Cricket on the Hearth. It looked like a cheesie B movie, but it was cheap and my son and I could watch it together anyway. So we started watching it and Marlo Thomas and Danny Thomas were in the movie. Did not think about it at all UNTIL her fiance goes away for 2 years to sea and then comes back at Christmas to get MARRIED. And she is making a wedding doll. All of a sudden on the screen a PINK ELEPHANT appears and then the wedding doll she made and other dolls start marching in procession to a wedding march. Then my husband calls me on the phone and I told him about the movie and he said Marlo Thomas has a CHILDREN'S hospital called St. Judes.
The movie was about a wedding at Christmas! I got married Christmas Eve to my husband in 2008, and this year we will be married 2 YEARS! In the movie, she waited 2 years for him to get back from sea. If you read my testimony, you will see that I had a terrible car accident November 2008. I watched this movie November 2010, 2 YEARS from this accident. I had asked the Lord, why didn't you kill me in the accident, and when will I die? He said 510. I had no idea what He was talking about until I figured out the English Gematria for Harpazo was 510! I did not understand why when walking to buy these treats and this movie yesterday a car was pulled right in front of the store that said 55510. I remember someone saying that 555 was the number of the wedding invitation from Jesus. So to me, it looked like 555/510. I don't want to sit here and look at number to make them into a sign so I thought it was cool, but I did not consider it a sign until after I watched this movie. There is no way anyone could bring these unrelated events together like this.
I feel the Lord is He saying that this Christmas for the children will be so wonderful and awesome! I had prayed so hard that those children whose parents would not make it to Heaven, that I would be able to be a mother to them. I hope that many others will have this on their heart also. My son, if you read his vision in October 2010, he had felt that the rapture would take place between Thanksgiving and Christmas.
Big Bird, Jesus and the Baby Place (Are we predestined?!!!)
When I was a little girl, my mother never bought me a Ken doll to be the husband for Barbie. Instead I had a Big Bird doll that was about the same size so He became the husband. My sister recently sent me some photos from my past all archived on CD from the photos albums my deceased (and born again) grandmother made me. Of course my sister and aunt are the caretakers of the entire family's albums. That is fine with me, for I like having these CD's. Well I was looking at a picture of my deceased grandfather, my deceased great uncle. They were sitting around a dining table with a large Big Bird birthday cake for my cousin. Then not too long ago I was typing up my testimony for 5Doves and I started looking at photos of my life in Austin, Texas. What was very odd was that in a photo was a Big Bird bag that my mother had given me when I moved.
Also I had remembered when my son was born in 2002 my mother had bought my baby a tickle me Big Bird. I put this tickle me Big Bird on my stomach and then when my baby was old enough, this doll became inseparable from him. He called him B Bird and if you even took the doll away from him, he was hysterical. Before moving from Sacramento to Los Angeles, my son and I were sitting in his room. We were talking about Jesus, and then one of the Big Birds talked. We started laughing because we knew it was Jesus. If you read my testimony you will see that in 1998 Jesus came to me and revealed Himself. He was brilliant white and had enormous wings. Jesus started joking to my mother and He said, "I am Big Bird!" Ha Ha He is so FUNNY! Well, our symbol of the Holy Spirit is a bird! And was it Jesus who appeared as the Angel of the Lord in the Old Testament?
In any case I had a dream last year about a beautiful large bird flying around the baby place in Heaven. I had known that the Lord was gently preparing me for this transition.
Around June of this year, I was going on an interview downtown. I had stopped afterward at the Burbank mall and was walking near Sears. Right then in the front of the store was a Big Bird and then a priest started walking by me! I asked the Lord, well do you want me to say something to this priest, because if so, let him start following me. Then the priest did follow me and I went up to him and said I saw Jesus and He is coming! His eyes got really big and he said "When??" and then he said "Are you watching?" as to make sure he was telling me to do something since he was in a position of authority. In any case, when my son and I find a Big Bird which is rare, we get so excited!
The Lord is FUNNY! Jesus and The Wizard of Oz
When I was a little girl I had watched The Wizard of Oz. And I had a vision of the rapture as a child so I always thought that the whirlwind (God the Father) would take us over the Rainbow (Heaven). Well mid September of this year, the Lord put it on my husband's heart to buy me a dog. He had said 2 YEARS AGO to the realtor he was going to get me a dog, but he never did. But this time he bought me a dog that looked like Toto! It was hysterical! And my family who knows me always knows that when I get a dog, big change is coming. It means it is time to move to a new house or get a new job. This is the fourth dog I have had and for me to get it now, it is shocking. The whole dog story is a very long story I can share another time.
In any case, right before I got the dog I had a vision of the Lord. The Father came down as a tornado, a huge whirlwind with dark clouds. He was above the tornado on His throne and He was giggling, He picked my son and I up in the whirlwind and He asked me if I was hungry. My son and I said yes. And He giggled and handed us a piece of cake that was with white wafers, and had a white light creme on the inside. It was very sweet and it was shaped like Dorothy's house that had been picked up in the whirlwind! And then my friend from Dallas calls and says that Dallas had been struck by tornadoes!
This Halloween I really felt bad my son could not dress up but I felt that the Lord was really testing us to see who we stood for. I do not think this was to say that all Christians were expected to follow this belief, but it was only for my son and I. So I told my son I would buy him a Batman outfit, but he could not wear it for Halloween, but before and after. So we went over to Party City (the same shopping area we went to Best Buy yesterday) and a little girl runs in front of me and I almost trip over her so she could get to this little picnic basket that had a stuffed animal Toto in it. She wanted to dress up like Dorothy!
So yesterday (as I was telling you the pink elephant story above) I had also wanted to stop at Party City again because it was next to Best Buy. But when I walked to Party City, EVERYTHING HAD DISAPPEARED! There was NO NOTICE that they were going out of business, no 70% off sales, no warning! Wow, I realized this morning what that really meant as I started typing this. It means that we will all be missing very, very soon! And to many people who didn't ever know about the rapture, it will be like we left with no warning!
Yesterday in the same shopping area is a Ross. Well I like to find a good deal and my whole house has mirrors. All the furniture is mirrors and I find it VERY funny that a vision I posted from my mother (in the log above) that she saw a mighty angel break a mirror. It had the year 2010 in it. I had always thought about Alice in Wonderland and how she was going Through the Looking Glass (like another dimension leading us to Heaven). For some reason I always relate things to children's stories in my life and I do not think that is an accident. Anyways, I was walking down an aisle near the home decor area and my son says "Look!" He picked up this statue of Jesus and it had small pieces of broken mirrors all over it. Then my son picked up a mirrored box with a beautiful black cross on it that says I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
He is so awesome, I cannot even believe all of these things that happened yesterday!
Then in my testimony you see that I was talking how I believed that Sandy Armstrong was on point, then someone on 5 Doves posted this today!!