You make some interesting points in your posts.
Judging by what you say, it sounds like you might be of the united pentecostal (christian apostlic?) or church of christ persuasion.
They teach sort of different from the common standard church.
I don't necessarily agree on everything they teach, but it seems like they cover areas that a lot of churches don't.
I was a member of and baptized at both at different times. I'm not a church member anywhere now. I believe God has called me away from organized churches for a season..
My guess is probably 99% of Doves are not of those persuasions.
Hope you don't feel like an outcast.
Keep posting. We may all be able to learn some stuff from your posts.