Chris K (7
"Re: Tina A (6 Dec 2010)"
Tina and all Doves,
At the time of the
vision(this occurred sometime in early to mid April '93), I still had
not returned to "the Way". Although having been redeemed as a young boy
of 12, I had wandered through a wilder-land of so-called spirituality'
and new-age ideologies, that I believe would have tainted my view at
the time. I did recognize the ripened wheat field as that symbolism
used by Christ in the scriptures...other than that, the only thoughts I
had about the specific meaning was of something "totally unexpected"
When I opened my eyes and still felt the fear as
real as any I've ever known(actually, I've never experienced fear like
that in real life), my first thought was that , you would not see a
crescent and a full moon next to one another(not to mention, two of
them side by side in our sky...something out of science fiction
novels). I kept wanting to think that perhaps it was this crescent/full
incongruity that caused my fear. Later, as I remunerated on the
image(and after many paintings that I executed from the vision), the
understanding that the moon does not appear in the northern sky seemed
to be a key to my fear.
However, since that time, and as I
come into closer union with Christ and His body, the Spirit has led me
into greater understanding. Through Bible study and many of the forums
to which we, as Christians, are led, some connection with Nibiru/Rahab
and the return of the Nephilim, come to mind, but, I'm still reluctant
to assign any specific meaning to it. I know this is all rather tenuous
for Bible believing Christians.
I guess the main thing that
happened at the time was this, I stopped reading books about astrology
and shamanism, which were my main diet at the time. Now I'm exclusively
addicted to E-Sword and 5-Doves...a much healthier diet, I must say.
As for my more recent dream of a lunar eclipse, that is still coming to
light in my mind and heart, and I believe, is of very much significance
to the entire body of Christ(sorry to sound so all inclusive). The
thing's I did not mention in the description of the dream are some
other elements/events surrounding the dream. Sometimes the significance
gets wrapped up in personal events that seem tedious and unfruitful to
"the Body". And also, my place in the Body of Christ seems rather dark
and exclusive at times to me, and, I don't always like to drag others
into the area of the "fellowship of His suffering" that I seem to
inhabit. Too many accusations of condemnation, so why worry others with
my plight. But, I so love the Lord and what He's given to me is quite
remarkable. I'm just not always able to convey it to others in an
understandable fashion. More "Treasures of Darkness".
The dream of the lunar eclipse has something to do with CERN and
"dimensional portals" being opened, also strangely enough, the Gulf Oil
Spill and something that's taught by pastor Russ Dizdar, called "the
Black Awakening"....the geometry of "Polyhedrons" also plays a part in
the total picture, most of which, I don't understand, but, I see as
through a glass, darkly.
On the same night as the eclipse
dream, I had another dream(I'm sure they are connected), in which a man
I had only known for a short time(in real life), shot me in the back
twice. I knew he was going to do it and said so to him, immediately
before I stepped off of a porch and out of the corner of my left eye
saw him pull out a gun and shoot me twice in the back. There seemed to
be no malice in his actions, but, definite purpose.
dream is only made more strange by an actual event that preceded it by
a couple of days at that persons home. This REALLY happened....I was
standing in this mans kitchen(by myself, he was in another room),
having just finished a bowl of Cheerio's, I had a seizure type
blackout(about thirty to forty minutes long), and when I became
conscious again I was sitting up in front of two EMT's, thinking they
were accusing me of something, I became defensive(they seemed more like
police to me), everybody began to laugh, telling me I had blacked out
with twitching and rolling eyes. I have never had any sort of seizure
or blackout in my entire life. After having gone to the hospital and
the doctor telling me that I was in perfect health(especially for a man
my age) with no signs of irregular brain activity or stroke of any
kind...after speaking politely to me for a few minutes, the Dr. said
this to me(and I'll never forget it)..."you seem very much like Jesus
to me, right now.". Wow, I thought!
I was still rather blurry
from the event, but, I knew that something truly "Supernatural" had
happened to me....also, this occurred within a day or two of the "Gulf
Oil Spill"...then a couple of days later, the dreams.
Afterward, I was a little(no, more than a little) frightened to stay
where I was at or to be around that gentleman anymore.
actually a lot more deep-dark elements leading up to that series of
events, but, once again, the strangeness and peculiar nature of my walk
with Christ is beyond my capacity to describe. So, I guess we'll have
to wait till after the resurrection of the Saints to sort it all out.
I'm going to continue on....I've been an commercial artist for about 30
years(more or less) and in the last twenty or so, my personal work has
been almost exclusively on black paper(sort of an obsession I can't
describe, like my walk). I did a series of drawings* over a sixty-six
day period(exactly), that led up to the dreams I just described. In
that same period, the Lord had me absorbed in a set of interviews with
pastor Douglas Riggs concerning SRA and DID issues within and outside
of the Church(I'm sorry, you'll have to look all that stuff up for
yourselves, too weird and complex). The issues and information
correlate perfectly with Russ Dizdar' "Black Awakening" stuff, and all
of this dovetails in perfectly with CERN and with our current
President' strange attributes, i.e., (weird signs in the sky in Norway,
trips to India,etc.), not to mention the Gulf of Adan rumors.
*All of those drawings were of "drowning men", a subject I found
unpleasant and nothing I particularly identify with, but, I was
compelled, and I'm sure, by the Holy Spirit to finish them in
relationship to the time and the events related
above. There's more, but, this has
already turned more into something I don't really like to show others
about myself...I'd rather it be about CHRIST and His body! God required
me to destroy all of those drawings, so that it would not turn into
There is one more thing. The sixty-six
days were an example(for me) of God' perfect provision under the most
dire and extreme circumstances of my own inability to care for myself,
so I never lost sight of my need for HIM, always, and usually
miraculously,and at the very last minute, SALVATION!!!
thank you Tina and all the Dove for this place to vent, your brother,