Hi, sister Dawn!
 

And I can understand YOUR story!  Mine is the opposite of your personality as far as making friends.  I am TOO trusting!  When I was little bitty, my Mom used to be scared to death someone was going to walk off with me, because I never met a stranger!  So when I make friends with someone, and they break my trust in them, it is devastating to me for a while, and I get extremely hurt. It’s happened to me more than I care to remember!  And you wonder, “What the heck did I do to offend them?”  Especially if they refuse to tell you what it is you supposedly did!  It’s your GF’s loss, though, but it’s a shame nonetheless!  My very best GF for 27 years used me and Richard and hurt me beyond words about 8 years ago.  I tried to forgive her, and I keep thinking I did, but I’m not really sure I ever did completely.  Not only am I overly trusting, but when I love someone, I love them with my whole heart… especially my brothers & sisters in Yahshua.  And I am also VERY empathetic… if they hurt, I hurt.  All of those traits, while they are good traits mostly, add together to cause intense pain when you feel betrayed by those same people that you gave your love to.  I’m sure happy to know the Lord will never betray us, and look forward to eternity with nothing but love, love, love!!!
 

Your sister in Yahshua!

Peggy
www.his-forever.com