Dear
John,
If you could please
view...and post on your website I would be grateful.
Thank you for
reading
Sincerely,
Anna Maria
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In 1985 Our
Lord took me to Heaven, though this is so long ago
now....you might say it is not relevant for
today...but since we are so close to our Rapture...it
is more significant in this present time frame than
what it was 27 years ago.
The Judgement Day of the Shepherds
I was standing next to our
Father..on his right hand side...He was seated on a
golden throne...then He stood up....He emanated the
most merciful, tender, pure, holy Love which saturated
my entire being...I have no words to describe His
Heart because this fallen limited language cannot.
before us stretched a
huge, parched plain with tufts of dry grass.. this
desolate plain was shrouded with a canopy of grey
clouds, it was a gloomy day. A single file of male
believers as far as the eye could see...walked
silently and solemnly a narrow path on that plain that
lead up to His Throne..
He spoke to me in the most tender,
sorrowful voice and said..."This is the Judgement Day
of the Shepherds"
I watched silently as
each shepherd stood before Him..
to every one He asked
the same question......"Why didn't you visit her? I
asked you to visit her".. ..none replied, not a word
was spoken..but each hung head so low in the deepest
shame and sorrow....then turned and walked back the
way they came, until the next shepherd stood before
Him, and the next and the next..as He asked the same
question...
as I was standing with
Him...I melted at the purity and innocence of His
Heart, so tender and compassionate but so deeply
sorrowful...I was in awe of Him......there is no
darkness in Him...He has no comprehension of
evil...does not understand it...neither He understood
the shepherds...He was so grieved for them...and
deeply grieved for me...my Lord..
He remained close to
me for many days after...
I understood I
represented many of His ones, as I stood next to Him
that Day in Heaven
I wondered...how could
a pastor visit each member of his congregation?...of
course it was not about that.
the Hebrew of
"visit"...is to care for,to nurture, to feed .... to
lay down one's own life as our Lord did
"if you love Me..feed My
sheep'
I understood the
grassless plain those shepherds walked represented
their own spiritual condition i.e. wantonness of His
Truth...because they had not died to 'self"...and were
feeding His sheep from the well of their own
"selves"....they had not died to their own limited
understanding and own opinions...in order to receive
His Understanding and His Opinion ....which is the
only one that counts.
if you love Me...follow
My example in death...death to the old heart, to all
own wants, all own desires, death to the fallen,
darkened, limited mind where "self" is seated.