Christina, as I read your post, it seems all I can do is quote Christ's Own Words and the Bible. I Corin. 15:51 "Behold I shew you a mystery:....we shall all be changed." Trust Him and you'll have nothing but Great Joy looking forward to the soon glorious rapture!
Matt.11:28-29 "Come unto Me all ye that labor and are heavy laden and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn of Me for I am meek and lowly in heart and ye shall find rest unto your souls."
Rev. 21:4 "And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away."
This is the best authority of truth there is!
Mary Anna5-Doves,