Maybe I am overly sensitive, but to have you basically call me out in your reply was a tad unsettling.

Your condescending response to my 'thinking' (which was not a 'guess' but a conclusion I came to after study and instruction from different sources), was not appreciated. I have 'grabbed my Bible', I have 'studied and searched for myself'...that is why I am asking others what they've found. I humbly ask from those who have studied longer and more detailed than I have...I had hoped for. not a reprimand, but insight and at least a polite reply.

I have come to the conclusion that I am not going to worry about the 'when', I know in my spirit it is soon, and to have someone practically berate me for not being what they consider 'studious'...well, I don't need that.

John, what you have here has been a blessing to me in so many ways...but I spend at least half my day reading the letters, following the links and doing my own research, and have let my household, family and other duties fall by the wayside. Maybe this last letter from Mercer was just what I needed to redirect my energies.

I think I will just be still and know who is My God.

~Suzi