Robert Belanger (19 Aug 2010)
"Check out Amazon.com: The Kingdom (9780963698414): James T Harman: Books"

 

        Hi Robert,

 

                  I would strongly recommend reading this e-book. Until I'd finished 'the Kingdom', I never understood why we should be running a race for 'crowns' Real prizes reserved for those special trials designed before the foundation of the Earth especially for each and everyone of us. What a wonderfully personal, intimate and Holy God!

                Thank you ever so much Robert, I never had 'a good excuse' for failing to appreciate the 'race' we as 'Overcomers' are created to complete. Isn't it just like Jesus to shake up and rock our phony little worlds? While we blog along and waste the precious little time that we have left upon the Internet.

               You have made the Master's teaching 'clear' and I'm once again exposed as a spiritual fraud. Lord Jesus, have mercy upon me, a broken and naked sinner. Before your perfect holiness, I find myself mired in filth of my own creation. I'm living now in abject fear and in the terror of the Almighty! You have revealed to me just how little I understand about becoming an 'Overcomer' 

               Your personal plans drawn up specifically for me demonstrates just how much you lovingly long for me to 'rule and reign with you' and the rest of the 'heavenly host' during your milleniel court, King Jesus!  One thousand years of living right beside you Lord Jesus is almost too wonderful to comprehend, My King. When you first brought me into Your presence Lord long ago, just 30 minutes made me giddy with tears of joy.

               Please help me to obtain 'Overcomer' status humbly and meekly as a Holy Spirit filled saint of His own election and choosing. Please accept my sincere apologies for failing to properly prepare myself and my family. I repent of my 'lost years' eating only milk. Help me digest the meat now in due season. In whatever time I have left Jesus, show me Your appointed pathways that I might walk in them. Make me extremely sensitive to your holy spirit, so that when an opportunity presents itself can properly imitate your desires.

              If it's still possible Jesus, help me obtain all of the crown(s) You have pre- ordained for me. Grant me the strength to become a determined soul winner. Take my uninterrupted suffering and make it complete as aromatically fragrant offerings to Your heavenly throne; King Jesus. Only you can understand the true extent of my injuries Jesus.

              Coupled with the unbearable spinal cord injury pain that I'm offering up to You Lord; I've also endured utterly devastating humiliation at the hands of my professional colleagues Lord. First they knowingly ruined my health for profit, then they ignored, illegally covered up and abandoned me in my sufferings. Many surgeries for the para-paralysis followed, but the damage was complete. 

             Finally, the last insult denied me was 'proper reimbursement', so perhaps the financial pressures upom my family could be relaxed somewhat. May the weakness, joint pain, and difficulty walking and breathing, become transformed into a sweet smelling offerings to You Lord Jesus. It's difficult for me to rise from bed each morning, but let this difficult pain wracked event become only the first element of a day filled full of daily devotions. Let my every act become an offering of worship and praise.

             Let my tumor mass, blood, sweat and tears become a measure of my commitment to your much more significent priestly sacrifice upon the cross. Let my actions properly display 'your Gospel' message without words, acclimation, or praise. Assist me King Jesus faithfully deliver a daily performance that's somehow worthy of you. Let me draw as close to You King Jesus as it's possible for any mortal man without death. Completely, clense me, heal me and purify me of all my sins, so that I might survive that encounter intact. Help me repay my debts to the Kingdom, I pray!

             Speak Lord Jesus, for your servent Michael can hear you now, Jesus. Speak Lord Jesus, that I might know your perfect will for the time remaining before you once again pop out of your eternally perfect spiritual Kingdom and into the dying linear realm of the wicked ruler of fallen mankind. My Lord and Savior Jesus, please speak to me, so that I might once again feel the joy your divine presence.

             Jesus, I know that you understand the enormous costs associated with spinal cord injuries. Ten long years of paying endless medical bills alone would completely ruin the most financially savy families among us. Couple the high costs for medical care along with obtaining agressive legal representition to file lawsuits to expose thousands of disasterous casses exactly like my own. Doctor generated paraplegia occurs in 100% of every patient treated just like me. The financial burden of following Jesus' mandate to protect the least among us ( widows, orphans and the truely disabled ) , forces me to 'step out in faith' Your Word, Jesus commands me to expose the thousands and thousands of similar back surgery patients, who were also rendered paraplegic or worse by implantation of specific medical devices. I no longer have the finances necessary to see this just campaign through to a glorious conclusion.

                  Some of you may know a 'special philantrophist' who alone or with a close group of heavenly minded and godly men might be willing to help me finish this very significent race? You alone could make this miracle happen. I know for sure that evil, greedy men knew before their product ever reached the market that they generated spinal cord tumors just like mine. These companies have utterly destroyed the lives of thousands of patients, just they've ruined mine.

                  Please pray for me, my health, my re-committment to running the race to be included as an 'overcomer' to 'rule and reign' with Jesus for one thousand wonderful years of justice, peace and divine love! Please pray for me and my legend and many needs.

                  If you have any questions, do not hesitate to contact me through Brother John. Forward any sensitive, or embarrassing prayer needs to me in strictest confidence. Just tell John that you'd like to contact me privately. He will oblige you. Please send me post intersession follow-up stories, so I can first rejoice then remove the healed, whole and hardy Sister's and Brother's from my crowded line-up card of despate souls. This is a special season where we can expect God to perform miracles 'in due season'

                  Please, be assured that Jesus loves you. I echo His tender remarks, I love you too. May Yahweh God's face shine upon you and upon the face's of your loved ones. The Shalom of David's Israel became the Agape of Christian Rome. God's love, which sprang out of the bloody wars of the Reformation became the catalyst which produced the United States of America, that 'shinning city upon the hill' first spoken of by the prophet Isaiah.

 

                                                              Agape,

 

                                                                       Mike