Little David (28 Aug 2010)
"Re: To Amanda, Doves and follow up: "How I Open My Heart to Jesus""
Thanks Amanda for the wonderful reply. What the
Lord showed us is fantastic. I wish I had more time being involved with
this, but can spend weekends as weekdays are quite busy with my earthly
job. Fortunately, it won't be long before we meet. From all parts of
the country, we'll all come together in heaven to be with Lord and to
share all our experiences here on earth: How I Open My Heart to Jesus.
This below is another article I wrote last year to introduce myself.
When
I was growing up, in those days, I had to tag along with my parents to
attend traditional Presbyterian or Methodist church every Sunday. We
were ”proper” Christians. Everybody was dressed up in our Sunday’s
best. I even had to wear suit and tie which I hate. The church was so
boring with routine programs and hymns from the book. The organs are so
mournful, it’s like attending a funeral. Being hard-of-hearing and
wearing an out-of-date hearing aid was enough to lose track of the
singing speed. The minister that stands on the high pulpit was so
monotone, soft-spoken and difficult to understand that I didn’t know
what he was talking about. So, often I would just doze off, only to be
elbowed by my mom. It was so bad that I was counting minutes for the
service to end. By the time I was in college, I stopped going to
church. Because it was totally boring and with my hearing
handicap, going to church was never going make me devote my time to
know the Lord. I had more important things to do with my life.
Like sports, working out, watching TV, go to movies.
One
day, I met my wife. She is a strong Christian, totally devoted to
God. She knew I was weak in faith, so she started me slowly to go
a church that makes me tick. A pastor that was loud and clear enough to
conduct exciting sermons, full of vigor. The church band was almost
like a rock band, lively and full of loud praises with large projector
screen for following the song. All this was enough to lower my
hearing aid volume! Everyone was very casual in their dress
code. It’s for comfort, not prestige. What a tremendous
difference. Slowly, my faith became stronger and stronger where I
started reading the Bible more often. Being a history buff, I
felt lead to focus on Biblical prophecy which fascinated and excited me
concerning the end times. I have been studying and researching ever
since on how our present generation is related to the end times.
As
I looked back, the church I went to was like a robot, programmed by a
set of rules to go by according to the type of denomination set by
church leaders who are more of an institution. All the different
churches I went to, have the same set of programs, order of
assignments, organs and hymns. No wonder my heart felt empty. There’s
no joy, only solemn seriousness that we must fear the Lord or else…. It
is hard to escape the conclusion that back then and even today, one of
the greatest roadblocks to the gospel of Jesus Christ is the
institutional church. It too often represents something radically
different from the Jesus Christ of the Bible. I learnt
about the love of Jesus and God’s Grace.
I remembered an
article so vividly that a person had a vision. She saw Jesus
sitting on a hillside looking down into a valley filled with steepled
churches of all shapes and sizes. As she stared at the scene she saw
that Jesus was weeping. Then He slowly turned to her and
said, with tears in His eyes, "I'm not in there." The sorrow in
His voice was so deep it caused her to start crying also. Then
the scene faded. At this point, she didn’t understand what Jesus
meant. How could He not be in those places? Weren't
those Christian churches? What He meant. Just as He
declared - He wasn't to be found in any of those
buildings! Most of His people were in those
places. His Word was often in those places. And His
Name was repeatedly mentioned. But He was missing.
Men and their traditions were being served instead! That’s
exactly how I lost faith back then.
Now? Everything
changed. I’m a born-again Christian as I confessed my sins
and opened my heart to Jesus. I have been saved by grace, not by
my own works. Jesus loves me so much that He took my sin and died
upon the cross for my forgiveness. His love fills me and urges me
to tell everyone about Him. How can I be your friend if I don’t
love you enough to share this good news with you so that you might have
forgiveness as well, and be able to spend eternity with Him and not
with Satan.
We found the church to our liking and just
recently became members. I knew Jesus was there because I felt the
indwelling of the Holy Spirit. I’ve learned so much about
the prophecy that I felt lead to become a “watchman”. I felt the need
to spread the Gospel and to win souls. I also felt that in order to
create a soul harvest and spread the Good News, a chain of email to as
many friends and their friends regardless of religious preferences as
possible. Having Five Doves and other similar websites are a fantastic
tool to reach others and those who need to be saved. Time is short and
rapture is coming very soon. God want to take as many as possible
before midnight. All of you Doves are a blessing and an apple of God's
eye. Thank God for John Tng!
I will be following up some more articles about Bible prophecy and how it relates to events in the world today.
Love and God Bless You All,
YBIC,
Little David