So glad to see another video !...
You hang in there, the good thing is God is in charge of our lives we have no confidence in ourselves only in His Spirit in us .
 I do understand - same here . Earlier tonight I had time and I know I should of had my bible out .
  Hey I think I know why you were losing your train of thought ... you showed corn fields and soy that you were driving past ..?...
  Have you heard of monsantos?...If not check out the documentary "The World According To Monsanto" ...
   It is just one more thing that lines up with the days we live in but more over the days that will be happening when we are out of here.
  Well God Bless you Andy with Peace that we can only get from Him and I pray that He refreshes you in your study and prayer life, just deeper communion with God, The Holy Spirit and Jesus in Jesus Name I ask these things.
 
later-bye,your sister in Christ, Katy