RE: Chris M “The walk with God”
Chris, Your email has moved me to write again. I also have only written once before re: my Down Syndrome son who has started talking (in Feb) about Jesus coming back. Where do I start? Your email is an amazing reflection of the setting free that I have come to have over the last year also. I had been taught against this understanding (when you talk about the spirit of……..). I have struggled with anxiety, fear, anger and a few other ones…though these were my primary issues.
A year ago my DS son almost died. The Lord had been preparing me for this through visions. Something I have never had before. It ALL happened as HE said it would even though those around me wouldn’t believe. The process of this happening was somewhat of an Isaac moment for me. I do believe that all that HE has brought me to understand and become free from has been because of faithfulness in trusting in Him.
Your description of being set free from fear is so similar to my experience with that also! I repented and then had to tell it to leave in Jesus name and I FELT it peel off of me. It has tried to come back twice since last October…but the Lord so clearly said “It is just like Cain, it is only at the door.” I also had to break family sin. He told me I was completely broken from that. And my body pain that I have struggled with for YEARS…rebuking the spirit of pain and it left. After MUCH searching like you HE has been FAITHFUL to reveal the truth of the situation. I learned that as HE said to Jacob that HE will not seek HIM in vain, so I took that for me and learned that I had not really been seeking HIM like I thought I was. He promises to be found by those who are seeking….I think it must be a question of how hard are you really seeking.
Three weeks ago HE healed me of my Fibromyalgia! I am ready to say “Heal me by your Spirit, even if I don’t understand it.” and “open my deaf ears and my blind eyes, even if I can’t explain it.” And He is at work!
My son continues to speak…last week he said “Jesus will come for HIS church, He will go to the mountain. Jesus has the keys to death.” I am amazed ! There is NO WAY I could ever teach him these things!!! He speaks of Jesus being the High Priest, He will go to war, He will bring His temple, the common man will be sad when He comes, Jesus will touch the mountain, He will come soon. These things in my life is like your little baby bird.
Chris, you are just starting out the very best years of your life with Him! I have known Jesus my whole life, but this last year has been the best I could have EVER imagined or even hoped for. Like you, I am humbled and so overwhelmed by His love that it breaks my heart with joy.