Hi, Elizabeth!
 
You are most definitely NOT alone!  In fact, apathy in the Church is one of the major signs of the end!  As Matthew 24 says, when the Rapture occurs, life will be going on as usual... routine in tact!  This is one of the MAJOR reasons why the Rapture is going to be so small, comparatively speaking.  We are part of a small remnant of TRUE Philadelphian believers, sis.  We have been set apart by the Almighty Himself to be a people unto Himself.  Don't worry about it... we all go through the same thing... very few will listen, and some who do, are scared out of their wits by the thought of the Rapture; then some of us, that's all we can think of!  There's even a Crown for those of us who desire His coming!
 
Your sister in Yahshua!
Peggy
www.his-forever.com