I am praying for you.  God is our only hope.  When we are at our worst He
is still faithful to us.  I would read this below to help me keep going.  I
hope it will help you too.

                        When you are the neediest,
                        He is the Most Sufficient.

                     When you are completely helpless,
                            He is the Most Help

                     When you feel totally dependent,
                       He is Absolutely Dependable.

                         When you are the weakest,
                           He is the Most Able.

                       When you are the most alone,
                         He is Intimately Present.

                     When you feel you are the least,
                            He is the Greatest.

                      When you feel the most useless,
                           He is Preparing You.

                          When it is the darkest,
                      He is the Only Light You Need.

                      When you feel the least secure,
                       He is Your Rock and Fortress.

                       When you are the most humble,
                            He is Most Gracious