I wish I could just put my arms around you and your family.  I felt the
anguish and pain through your words.  I too understand what it is like going
through very painful things, not understanding why the Lord has us there, if
He hears our cries and pleas, and the searing pain that comes from being "in
the desert" while hurting.  But be encouraged by this .... He brought you to
a place to be dependent on Him alone.  I do not believe it is permanent.  He
will gather you to others.  In these last days, it is critical that our
relationship with Him be sound and not dependent through someone else.  For
some, this means a desert experience.  We too have had that experience.  He
is DOING a miracle in your hearts.  He is FAITHFUL.  He is EVER PRESENT.  He
knows about your daughter.  He knows the attacks against her soul.  There is
NO ONE that will intercede and plead on her behalf like the two of you!
There is no one who will cry from the depths of their soul for her like you.
  You stand.  When you do not know what else to do ... STAND!  He will
deliver your family.  He will reveal His plan to you in time.   Trust in His
love even when it is hard.  I will personally pray for you.  You came to the
right place.  The 5D's are loving Christians who care about each other.  We
all are  in this struggle to make it back HOME on that very narrow path that
the enemy wants to knock us off of .... but he won't succeed ... for we are
in the Lord's hands!